GG. FML.

Well well well, today has gone really "well" .... I just screwed up the very first paper of this semester, when failing is not an option at alllllll.

FUCK. Goodbye to next semester and everything I wish to achieve in this lifetime.

The truth will be revealed on 29th Dec, which I can predict I am not able to get that minimum and say goodbye. I really don't have the mood to move on if it ever happens this coming semester.

Bye. Off to sulk my life away...

First paper, part death sentence.

I JUST HAD THE BEST REST EVER SINCE LAST WEEK.

Maybe partly because I had the opportunity to sleep at 10pm and wake up early. Isn't that better than burning midnight oil? It is also an excuse for trying to escape the remaining chapters I need to study for the paper later that starts at 1pm. 

This exam marks the beginning of my life on a thread, whether I can continue my university education or say goodbye. I am not exactly in the shape that I was hoping to be in. Well, life doesn't always go the way we want it, doesn't it always? T_T I hope that whatever tension and stress I am feeling goes away before the exams, WHO WANTS TO FAIL?!

Alright, I'm done ranting. 

Need to establish a good relationship with my notes.