Welcome 2016.
It's been awhile with me and my random boring emotional rants.
Well, I am here because school is starting (again) next week! Pfffttt... I don't mind studying but it is the environment that I dislike and of course failures = meh why continue pushing it. I just lost my vibe in trying again. But who am I kidding? I need to move and push on since I am almost there.
The time doesn't matter. But I know I am sure bound to be a little conservative and keep myself locked up a bit more then usual. Cause that's what I am trying to do right now.
Anywho, I need to get my sleeping patterns back before school starts next week, else it will be another sem of poor memory and grades.
Toodles. (probably will do a proper one again sometime this week, my mind seems to be here but not.. you get? hahah)
Showing posts with label new year. Show all posts
Showing posts with label new year. Show all posts
Monday, January 4, 2016
Friday, January 9, 2015
Face reality and endure.
Hello all,
Another new year, another new semester.
More new goals to set as well.
The coming semester feels so alien to me. One of my classmates who I can relate to on so many levels is MIA, which saddens me. People who tend to go missing always end up leaving school. Losing 1 was a big blow to me, another will be worst. I hope I will get to see her when school reopens and may everything be the same as it is, or at least better. Cause right now I feel so alone, which sucks. Fear of something new I guess and my self esteem is still on the low right now.
On the side note, thank god for helping me get out of a horrible place I am in last semester. This coming semester will be worst of. I know it. 4 study modules, 3 of which I hope to pass but predict will fail so bad. T_T I still am willing to try though. My schedule is not pact, but I know I will laze around and procrastinate. I just hope the coming semester will be a miracle and OF COURSE 1000% hardwork again, more than this semester.
This is a battle I am willing to fight. I know even alone with an extra 1 semester compared to my friends I have to do it. YES YOU CAN, YOU WILL, YOU MUST!
With my constant sneezing and tiredness, I need to end here.
Bye.
Another new year, another new semester.
More new goals to set as well.
The coming semester feels so alien to me. One of my classmates who I can relate to on so many levels is MIA, which saddens me. People who tend to go missing always end up leaving school. Losing 1 was a big blow to me, another will be worst. I hope I will get to see her when school reopens and may everything be the same as it is, or at least better. Cause right now I feel so alone, which sucks. Fear of something new I guess and my self esteem is still on the low right now.
On the side note, thank god for helping me get out of a horrible place I am in last semester. This coming semester will be worst of. I know it. 4 study modules, 3 of which I hope to pass but predict will fail so bad. T_T I still am willing to try though. My schedule is not pact, but I know I will laze around and procrastinate. I just hope the coming semester will be a miracle and OF COURSE 1000% hardwork again, more than this semester.
This is a battle I am willing to fight. I know even alone with an extra 1 semester compared to my friends I have to do it. YES YOU CAN, YOU WILL, YOU MUST!
With my constant sneezing and tiredness, I need to end here.
Bye.

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Fear,
motivation,
new semester,
new year,
School,
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Up and coming..
So here's my resolutions for the upcoming year:
1) EXERCISE TO DESTRESS.
2) PARTICPATE IN A MARATHON!
3) No more procrastination
4) 6 months of crazy ass social media resulted in my obsessive I can't live without social network habit all over again. I WILL KICK IT!
5) Study hard, work hard, cause effort = results!
6) I CAN, I WILL, I MUST!
7) Travel to a place I have yet to been.
8) Enjoy life, don't worry and stress too much.
Leaving it at lucky 8, yes I'm superstitious like that. May 2014 please bring me more study luck (cause I can't give up on my uni dream) and happiness along the way.
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