long distances...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, T.LIPING! (:

although i don't really know you..

hope you enjoy today & may all your wishes come true..

and of course.. last long with your bf yea..

I realised i have lost it. Lost the blogging bug, whatever i seem to blog now a days are horrendous. Some of the English don't even seem to make much sense. I feel so weird all over from top to bottom. I guess i lost it once more. I didn't pay much attention today during my tuition. I was too exhausted. Slept at 2am last night. Later 4pm, having tuition again. Sigh, O levels sucks big time. My holidays is bombed with tons of tuition. However, I'm enlightened that dinner is outside tonight & tomorrow ♥Girlf(s) and i will be heading out. (: Can't wait. It's been some time. I haven been hanging out with a few of them, and miss those times we hang out togther with quite a no. of cliques. Finally after so long, i hope my cliques will back to normal...

Anyway, i think i shall end here.

As i have mentioned, my blogging bug have bid farewell to me.

Perhaps, i was too involved in changing somethings around here rather than talking to it.

Oh well, have to wait till it comes back... (replying tags tonight)

Toodles,

Sis is going for NC annual camp tomorrow,

she's gonna stay over at her friend's house tonight.

Head over to SC tomorrow. (her friends house is near SC- dunearn road)

HAHA, a few days without her around.

COOL!

♥ My Hearts Like An Open Book

For The Whole World To Read

Sometimes Nothing-Keeps Me Together

At The Seams

Here comes goodbye...

OMG! THIS IS MARVELOUSSSSSSSSSSSS!! (L)
THIS SONG IS QUITE SAD, IDK WHY I FELT SO SAD LISTENING TO IT!
stupid CD is only coming out in APRIL 7TH! ARHHH, i want this song desperatly!! ):




I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye


Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and youre left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oh-oh-oh


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

What Hurts The Most?

Be it resolving the problems, matters are made worst...
What are you trying to do here??
Do you sincerely want to resolve or trying to destroy everything?
I don't understand your perspectives and aims,
what you are doing is totally ironic...
I guess, this is the way you want it..
So we shall let it be...
It will only make me despise you more and more!
Looks can be deceiving, you have proven that to me!




SCHOOL IS OUTTTTTTTTTTT! (:
Slacking and relaxations here i come (wishful thinking).. i still have holiday homework to finish up. After this holidays, my chem & physics tuition will increase as well. Dang! This holiday is gonna to be a busy one as well.

Monday: Chinese oral & outing with girlf(s)
Tuesday: -NIL-
Wednesday: Tuition; Chinese
Thursday: Student leader conference
Friday: Student leader conference & 'maths tuition' with Mr siew.
Saturday: Tuition; physics & chem
Sunday: Tuition; maths.

It's still gonna be a busy week for me & a short one too. This year is causing me to have serious eye bag problems! Now a days, i'm sleeping later and waking up later around 6.45am. In the end, Claudia have to wait for me. Sorry! Yesterday stayed up till 1am + to finish up my coursework for F&N. Starting to despise this subject! ): Woke up late, so i faster went to wash up and went to meet Claudia down stairs. Today 4Es and 5Ns no lessons. Played idk what board game. Beginning was fun, but soon it was boring... especially me and Agnes. We even had time to take pictures! The other 3 kept writing and writing. During the game, idk why, i let my mind and eyes wonder... well... hehe. X= No one won, all still stucked inside.

I think overall acceptable. After that was dismissed from school. A few of us went to uncle yap and had lunch together. HUITING LEFT ME WONDERING ALONE! She skipped guides. I was damn bored. I was hesistant, & have thoughts of skipping guides... but i gave a second thought. So i stayed back and rot! :/ Saw people i hate like _l_ and idk whether i wanted to see the other one, i was surprised that ..... well... abit delighted by your appearance. That's all i can say. It's not good to reveal too much. (: I even have time to sleep abit, but due to the noise i slept a few minutes. After guides headed to KFC to eat, when we finished our meals, drop over at my house. I was rotting, nothing much to talk to them. So feng & jiali was using my comp while i can't help it i went back to my room & slept.

When they left the woke me up, and i sent them off. Tried going back to sleep, but was distracted by my parents. I can't stand the eye bags under my eyes, it's horrendous! ): That's the end of today, anyone free tomorrow... i will be rotting at home tomorrow. ):

Ok, ending with tags... not really in the mood to blog.

Tag Replies:
luminn: good to hear that. hahas~ (:
Mr.Kevin: hahas~ ic. lols, tagging me is interesting? lmao. X= i knw u ain't any stalker. hahas~ ooo ic, thnks for telling me. I still not quite good at the guitar stuffs.
ïmpεrfëctsàndy: lols, yea. but i was kinda lazy. i apologise for that. X= LOLS! YEA, tht i agree with you. (: MISS CHATTING WITH YOU MAN! Perhaps this coming week... shall chat with you.
Cally :D: my dear, not to worry. it's alright. (: hahas~ thnks i will try my best. But i doubt i can get it... so many pros are around me. So pressurized, feel like giving up. :/
LAIFENG: FENG! (: thnaks for finally tagging me, and some more at my house u tagged me. ILY! (: HAHAHS~ crazy womannnnn! X=
BlurStar =): my dear, it's not a prob at all. That's what friends do dont they! (: i hope you will be happy frm now on, dont be gloomy any more. I don't want to be affected. x=
claudia: O_0? I dont always change. i jus cant seem to find something that catches my eyes. :/
Hazel: you wan? i dont get u.lols.

Pictures during the game, took due to boredom...

Mei Zhi & Me, I (L) HER! (:

'Money face, Poker face' (:

In the depths of my mind

Has everything o f f i c i a l l y ended?
What will be behold in everyone eyes next?
Hatred? Sorrow? Anger? Happiness?
I shall let you be the judge.

Today is way beyond hectic i guess. I have to do to composition tomorrow- in class, situtational writing and bao zhang bao dao. I have to finish up my maths homework as well as the F&N coursework by friday! What the hack! I feel so... arghh! I want to just walk away from this! (ya, as if it is possible) Yet i'm blogging & searching for songs, after all i'm human & not a superhuman so i ought to have breaks! Main purpose...

TAG REPLIES:
BlurStar =): you sure no need? I think u need more to cheer u up. X=
LUANA: lols, yea. x= hmm, failed 2. How about you? o_0?
ïmpεrfëctsàndy: hmmm, tht u need to ask mrs vivian already. hey! I'm not blur ok! )':
luminn: hahas~ FINE! (: YEA, miss you alottttttttttttttttt! )':
Mr.Kevin: hmm, do i knw u ? lmao. hmm... les paul gibson guitar. X=
ïmpεrfëctsàndy: we should chat one day & discuss. ZOMG, i realised dont really have time to chat with you. it's been awhile since we chat.
claudia: cool right? th language rocks man! (: hahas~ thn i emo/scold ppl all dk! yeah! (: GLAD THT U KNW! tag more often!!! hardly ppl will tag my blog! ):
Cally :D: lols, u sure? X= or i did i tell u th ans... hmmm... X=

I over thought
♥ So I locked up my heart
There you stood
Your eyes hidden beneath your hood

trust or not.

Which one should be trusted? Which one can't?
What's the real meaning to the 2 words, 'TRUE FRIENDSHIP' ?

I stucked, all mixed up between the good and the evil.
Whether it's them or they. I'm lost for good.
Where should i really belong? Who are the best out of them & they?
The people who understands me most or
the people just started to get at along, when my girlf(s) & i split class?

My head is all messed up, finding that perfect answer to that question.
Where do I exsist, best of both worlds or only suitable in one world?
Which one is it?



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OOLFAY!! (: MOFO!!