But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

♥Say B. I. G to the BANG

Emotions keep spinning out ~Colbie Caillat, Fallin' For You

This song is so darn sweet, & it took me forever to look for this song. And ah ha, i found it. ♥s. Now i'm feeling better, spending my time thinking about you, NOT! Not thinking about anyone, i'm happy to be like that and spending my days thinking about school work & my 'loves of my life' + shinee and f.t. I like nobody now. (: Now i just hope my days will continue to be happy, since that day we didn't talk, My mood have been fantastic! Now hoping my happy day will come asap(well, hopefully it will be a happy one), my birthday! (:

Ha ha, I'm just realised how much work i need to complete, no complains now. Just do it. And i needa do tuition homework before tomorrow, yet I'm blogging. Haha, but there's nothing to blog. I really ought to stop this temptation, Ok, till next time. 9TH JULY! (:

I haven been posting big bang's picture, so here's one. And in addition, i will add my 2 other fave.. SHINee & F.T

WONBIN, MISSING YOU IN F.T! ):
JONG HUN IS HOT, MINHWAN IS KAWAII! (:
HONGKI IS NOT BAD LOOKING, I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY EYES ON JAEJIN.
NO WORRIES ALL OF THEM LOOKS COOL & GOOD LOOKING!


MINHO, MY CHARISMA GUY!
JONGHYUN, DORKY BUT TOTALLY GOOD LOOKING AND HOT!
KEY, KAWAII LA!
ONEW, KINDA UNLUCKY, HOPE YOU'RE ALL BETTER NOW. ):
TAEMIN, LOOKS CUTE! (:

我们要学会珍惜

I am mature enough, i will not cry, i will be strong.
Most importantly, I CANNOT BE A BURDEN!!
- THANKS FOR THE CONCERN PEOPLE! THANKS A LOT!

But it's like a nightmare that is reoccurring! ):
I know it might not mean anything to most of you people, this incident is something my whole entire family can be depressed about. It's really beyond what my family looks like, and it's to personal to enclose to anyone. And all i can only do is keep it within me. I'm afraid that what happened in the past will reoccur, this means wits end to my family you know?! Idk now to even not to think about it, tomorrow's unpredictable.

All I know is.. now i really got to study, i can't let my parents down anymore. I can't be doing this thing all over again. (and this time, NO TURNING BACK!) I need to do them proud. Be as my name signifies "Famous some thing". I really feel how much i don't want to be like my dad. I want to be something else. I really need to do well for 'O's, but those nightmare, phobias and anxiety... I need to treasure everything i have now, as for tomorrow i will not know what might happen.

Believe me, this is causing much of a blow in my head. I need to control a lot of things now. Think thrice or even more... you might never know the repetition of that incident will occur again. All i want of god is to bless my family and me, i just hope nothing will happened this year or till i graduate. I need my birthday to come now, i have plenty of wishes to make, and it's not totally for me, it's for people around me. I'm scared, i really am! )':

MUSIC NOW CAN'T EVEN CALM MY NERVES! ):

Entertainment Videos yo!

MY DORKY SHINee ! HAHA!
(haha, watch their reality show behind the scenes and you will know why, esp those that they are singing their Seniors songs)
haha, but 너 아니면 안되는 걸 (Romantic) is damn good!

Not forgetting SUPER ROCK F.T ISLAND YO! \m/,
This guys are cool dudes!

This video, MY MY... JONG HUN TOTALLY LOOKS LIKE A GIRL!
HONGKI SOUNDS SO LIKE TOP WHILE RAPPING!

Korean are simply beyond description.
(damn it, my English is deproving, screw you! And i bet people are happy about that, i can assure you this! ARGHHH!)

아무렇지 않은 척

I feels weird, weird that my sister's friends are in my study room now.

PROJECT!

They're kinda noisy, or very noisy in fact. HAR HAR!

They seem to be screaming, and my dad bought OCK for them.

HAHA, whatever... needa study for S.S test!

Ahhh, no pictures, cause my bloody blogger.

*Sheese*

Photo bucket = nahh, cause my sis's friends want to use my comp.

Ending here, want to get out of the room that consist of 3 scgs girls who speaks major loudly.

CRAZY GIRLS! hahahahahahahahaha!

OK enough of bloggging,

Toodles,

Joyeux Anniversaire!

♥ 24/7 my heaven!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ....
TO THOSE WHO'S BIRTHDAY ARE ON THE 1ST!
생일축하합니다, saengil chukha hamnida, Joyeux Anniversaire!! (:
May today be a great day for you guys, and hope your wishes come true.

My god, i know practically 4 people who's birthday is like today. COOL!
Seriously, blogger sucks! Up till now i still can't bloody upload pictures! SCREW YOU! :/
So used photo bucket once again. TSK!

Better be OK before the 9th, if not I'm so gonna kill people! :/

BTW, TOMORROW IS KEEWEI's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MEI,

in advance a post cause might not be blogging tomorrow sorry.
May all your wishes come true, bgr blah blah. Enjoy today to the fullest. And don't emo over guys, no point in doing so. And score for your EOYs ok! (: Own you a present. haha! X= Happy birthday once again! (:

Yo, マジ言うならそう君が永久の my lover
Everything in the past is like never let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
Summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
That's forever love
君と居るはずの tomorrow its gone
- ♥BIG BANG! (G-dragon's part)