Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Misery,



DEPRESSED, I don't understand myself as well. T_T

Haix & sighhh...



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Sometimes these cuts are so much
deeper than they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be

Monday, September 13, 2010

Go Away,


I realised that life isn't always pleasent. Well, yesterday I was so annoyed like some freak because of my parents which caused me the swear so much, some mad woman. After a day of horrifying emotions yesterday, today's is just amazing. Got tickets to Korean Pop Night Concert (hahaha, not forgetting extra 3 tickets I got but sold it immediately cause I DIDN'T WANT THE 3 EXTRA TICKETS). Everything today have been going quite smoothly though.

Now I'm waiting for the concert which is 1 month+ away! AWESOME! (: Can't imagine I'm going to be able too T.O.P & listen to BIG BANG SING LIVE! OMO! BEST NEWS OF MY LIFE EVER. Next I am able to get the bag I like at 10% discount at my cousin's friend shop. AWESOME! I've to save now, SAVE LIKE MAD!

&& I can't wait for 21st of sept with the new season of GLEE. (:

kbye,




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I'm losing my mind.
I realised my feeling aren't so real afterall.
I'm glad, so glad!

Friday, September 10, 2010

The truth,


I have a lot on my mind recently. Run run run... I myself can't even decode them. Sleepless nights, with everything running through my mine. I've to pray to god more sincerly to get a clear answer to my problems. With a heavy heart means a day that isn't going all too well. This is causing lots of displeasure.

I need something to brighten up my day. ):


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I think I'm in deep shit.
My heart & Mind isn't listening to me.
They've started having their own life and it fall for someone.

Can't Nobody,

TODAY'S D-DAY, 2NE1'S COMEBACK "TO ANYONE"

CONGRATS TO 2NE1 FOR HITTING THE 120, 000 PREORDERS AS WELL.
ALL THE BLACKJACKS ARE HAPPY FOR YOU! (:




Since I've been really bored recently I've started to watch My Girlfriend is Gumiho and I found my new eye candy there. HE'S SO DARN HOT! Ex-TRAX but super good looking. Ahhhh!!!!!!!! Dong Ju in the show, but real name Min-woo & he's a freaking drummer! x3 Ok, I gotta stop my spazzing.



Alright try to get back to my video.
Kbye, a proper entry another day. (:

Saturday, September 4, 2010

To anyone,

Give me one of these and I'll be super greatful


Shhhhhh, I have a secret to expose.


I wonder why I used to be so paranoid over O levels. Or should I say every stage of my life with exams spells phobia! Seriously, my life is just filled with fear fear fear. Screwed!

My secret: No matter how I study for CMSY it's anot absorbing. I've a feeling going inside the exam room and doing the exam is going to be a tough one. Just typing this my hand is going all soft. See typing about exams is even a phobia. W.T._!!!!! T_T I'm like so freaking worried that I've been having insomia everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THIS WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK. DAMN. D: Oh well, I have an intension to just go in and scribble everything down on the piece of paper & pray that everything will be alright.

Well this isn't like WDS which I understand so I can just go in and write all that I've know. CMSY is a total alien. T_T Sigh, I have to face my fate. I don't mind getting a 'D' at least a pass for this subject will do. GODS PLEASE BLESS ME!

KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010! Trying to get my hands on a ticket. Why, cause THE LOVES OF MY LIFE (yes, T.O.P is coming down, HELL YEAH!) So even if I die I've to meet them at least that once. After all they make this huge part of my world that I cannot leave without. So praying for that too. The tickets, fanclub tee, light stick are all going to cost a bomb. My F1 pay is bound to be gone just like that. I need to find another temp job soon too.

CASH IS NEEDED BADLY!

Well that's all I ough to report about my current life.
I'm super worried about my exams > Kpop night concert tickets are gone.
MONDAY IS DE DAY - Battle in exams & Battle of the kpop night tickets.

Kbye folks.