Fear,

I hate it when I have this never ending fear inside of me. Pessimistic much. Sighhh... when you feel fear, there would be sorrow, sorrow will lead to over thinking (which is so me). I need some therapy or something to get rid of all these.

Even at my age I'm still fearful, what will happen when my parents aren't around and I am left to face the real world. Imagine not able to turn to anyone. Oh my... see see there goes my overthinking again. T_T

Hate this part of me.

I realised I have load of negative points in me THAT I have to get rid of. Ahh, or is this inside the blood of a Pessimistic who will only look on the dark side and not the bright one.

Oh my, I have to stop before things get worst.

Kbye.

Connection,

Finally went to get stuff I saw on wednesday. AWESOME. Vans, Sleeveless top, Tubes. Well I didn't get another ring though when I was wishing to get anyone. No cute & unique ones to choose from. T_T

So happy to have a "shopping spree" today. Still hesistating on another sleeveless top & that bag. OMG. $$___$$ + KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010. Damn $200 is going to be a gonner.

SCREWED.

8 DAYS TILL MAIN PAPER. DAMN. ):





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Sometimes I feel stupid for accepting that request.
I've done nothing much and feel guilty about it.
Next it's my vocabulary. Little.
& entry ideas = 0


So I have no confidence writing for them. T_T
Well, my blog has no restrictions.
That it has, any wrong thing can turn horrible. T_T

Pacman,

Cute huh? It belongs to muahh, and I have finally found a shop that will provide me with all of these stuff. WOOHOO! (: However getting more than one of these will cost a bomb. A HUGE BOMB! Oh well, I can only decide on getting those that are unique and cute. ^^

STEP UP 3D IS AWESOMEEEEE! ALL THE DANCE STEP IS MAD AMAZING!!!! (: Caught it with Claudia and Lau today. Today was rather fun with both of them. After the movie we went to orchard to walk around. After that home despite not able to find a tee and ear studs. Disappointed. But not all is lost.

Yesterday I tried my luck to be one of the 100 people to attend the live recording of Music Bank. Sadly, not choosen. Oh well, at least another great news that made my day today.. BIG BANG, SHINee, F.T, SNSD, INFINTE, & A BAND YET TO BE EXPOSED ARE COMING TO SG FOR A CONCERT. YESSSSSS!! FINALLY, BIG BANG (yes, the love of my life). Getting to see TOP is one of my greatest dream and the possibilty of it coming true is like soon. (:

However the tickets are mad expensive. Sigh. Oh well, get the cheaper one will do, listen to BIG BANG IS ALSO A JOY! (: Too bad not VIP torch light. T_T Pray that I can get to see them, if I don't I think I'll cry. T_T I shall wait for the sales and update if i ever get my hands on a ticket. ^^



Kbye. ^^

Simple

Spill the beans,

Saw this on twitter:
❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔ Mentally dating a celebrity that has no idea you exist.

Sometimes I think fans who are all obessed over some celebrity and thinking "he's my boyfriend" or "she's my girlfriend" can entrust that "Love" for a celebrity is better an being in a relationship. Well, I am one of those fans which I believe all the fans out there call a fellow celebrity as "theirs". I think loving a celebrity isn't as hard as loving someone.

Recently I realised how much I'm missing DBSK. I guess it much have been the song that I've been listening. It adds on to the sorrow. Now thanks to 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT PARODY it also makes me miss BIG BANG. Even I am happy they are in Jap, but at times I still think it will be better if they are in Korea. Especially after seeing how all of them are together. I miss them so much, variaty shows to performance.

I wrote this entry just to express abit of my emotions. I've this stinging sorrow feeling inside of my and I can't quite describe what's going on.

kbye, sorry for being so abrupt, but hey when my entry dont seem to flow I've got to stop.





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I'm thinkin' maybe, I can't have relationships. 'Cause lately, they're not making any sense.