HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FOLKS!! ^^

Not going to blog as frequent, too many things to do nowadays.
If I do have time, I shall blog.

Despair,

It feels as if I've loads on my chest to get it off.
I feel everything that is happening in school is really a weird turn.
Should I try looking for my teacher, to get it off my chest to make me feel better?
Should I consult my bestf(s)?

I feel like a tragedy & it's really uncomfortable.
I want to cry out all the sorrow, fear and pain.
I don't want to trouble my friends.
They themself have too much to handle.

I feel really tired with everything. :/

Seriously, I'm back to square one. T_T



WHERE CAN I GO FROM HERE?
I'm lost all over again.

Tragic Tragedy

Hitting back to the books.
School is starting tomorrow. ):
I hope I don't get the pre-school depression/stress/insomnia.
I'm not going to survive school with it.
However, they made things worst. (quarrelling) D:

I hope school goes smoothly. REALLY.

ahhhh, I've not been able to do my post for IMI's blog due to hectic weekend schedule.
KPOP CONCERT & OTHER STUFF. ):

A REALLY BAD START.

I hope I don't cry tomorrow, cause I just realised my tears are back. T_T

It's happening all over again



Trying to run away, find an escape from reality once more.
(Yes, living in TV series for the past few days)
I'm trying to devour my hate and change it to happiness.
It's still not happening.

School pressure, it's getting on me all over again.
I'm starting my question my ability too.
Am I able to handle it?
Am I strong enough to pull through?

I'm feeling like hell.
I need to find my meaning in life all over again.
This time, I'm trying not to confide in anyone.
Don't want to make it feel like I'm a tragedy in the making.



Silly emotions. :/

71 - Into The Fire

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO BBSGVIP FOR THE GALA PREMIERE OF 71 - INTO THE FIRE !!

I was evil enough to make Agnes to go for the movie with me. Ever since I saw a news about Singapore buying the film, I went BERSERK (as in fan crazy) ! Finally gotta catch it before it was in the cinema. Agnes has already watched it online and told me how amazing it was (without spoiling the plot). I was still hesitant. (I hate war movies, never liked the genre) Since T.O.P is inside, why not give this War Movie a try. I've also heard all the positive comments about this movie. So I signed up for the BBSGVIP event.

I GOTTA SURRENDER WITH MY BOTH HANDS UP! I've a confession to make. I'm loving the movie to bits (despite my major bias toward T.O.P)! x3 The respect I've to the 71 student soldiers, incredible! T.O.P acting was awesome as well. No doubt, as shown in the trailer! T.O.P of course was hot, as usual! xD (AGNES  KEPT SAYING SHAUI WHEN IT WAS T.O.P SCENE) HAHAHA. I felt the heart wrenching pain of the soldiers. But I realised how I can't cry as much as last time. (Agnes cried, and people who has already watch it said it was sad too) I guess I used too much tears during the beginning of the year.

Or perhaps, I'm emotional-less. >< Oh well, whatever it is... I still do feel the pain and sorrow but I just can't cry.

Conclusion for today's event: I really love this movie. First and ever war film that has caught my eyes. ^^  I love that hottie above! Simply amazing hot and charismatic T.O.P!! With this movie, I can't wait to see him power rap this Saturday!! See YOU this Saturday hottie!! x3

Now I shall end my post as well.
Annyeong people! ^^