I have lost myself.

I have officially lost myself.
Therefore, I'm no longer who i am.
Out of balance, never will i feel the same again...
I'm lost in eternal sorrow and never coming back.

Goodbye,

I have drowned myself in too much fake happiness.
No longer going to endure that.
I'm letting the original me flow....
Not going to cover up anymore.

I will live in the fantasy of BREAKING DAWN,
the only way to decrease sorrow.
Hoping that i will never come out of the book to face such a cruel world.



I THOUGHT I KNEW THE WORLD,
I THOUGHT I KNEW MYSELF,
I THOUGHT I KNEW MY FRIENDS.
BUT I KNEW NOTHING AT ALL! )':