There's gotta be a better way for me to say

♥ Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong

History repeated itself, i can't but feel any guiltier! ):
Yea, you heard me.. I might be a stupid fool to feel sad and guilty over such a thing.

Imagine losing something from so many people, and your parents want to get you another one if it's really missing in some rural area.

The feelings totally different...

ARGH, i feel like kicking myself hard, slapping, hitting, slitting, etc... another mistake that is repeated! Bloody hell! ):

I so darn disappointed, so darn depress, and what's more my parents aren't scolding me, yet helping me... can't i not feel any guiltier?! My parents said, that $27 is nothing, if it's lost, we can get you another one (not flaunting or anything, but $27 is nothing but the feeling is different!)

Man, GOD IS KIDDING ME RIGHT!?

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

I just hope now it can be retrieved, if not i seriously... GO BANG WALL, SCREW MY MISTAKE!


So not going to blog till i found my thing, if not i seriously don't have the bloody mood to do anything. Now even big bang won't do any good! ):

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OMG, things have turn out to be good, it's found!

And all my nightmares are over! (:

HAPPY like mad now!!!!!!

STANDING BROAD JUMP, PASSED.

THE THINGS ARE FOUND! (:

Today is my lucky day after all, THANKS GOD! (:
THANKS SO MUCH!

♥ And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars