This might be the last.

What's the best way to escape the greatest fear in our eyes?
There's never one.

We can only face it and bear the consequences.

However, I still let my head wonder about the possible outcome.

But I always end up with the one word answer, failure.

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omg, now it's 3:41am. Man, now a days I have been having serious insomina(s).
Screwed!
Can't sleep.. Using sis's itouch to blog.
Why is o level results killing me in this manner?
Arghhhhhhhhh.... _|_
I'm not sleeping, not exhausted even after playing iPod apps.
Dang, insomina sucks much!
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YY asked me to go to SP & TP for their open house with her BF and one of her friends. I declined the offer. If I ever did go, I will end up late meeting with KF and NURSSY. TP > SP. Definitely will be late. So rejected it. Ahhh, I feel so bad about it. I seem as if I'm avoiding her BF and her friend when ever she asked to go out with her and them. Ah, what a good primary school bestf. of hers! T_T Sorry babe!

Well, met up with KF and NURSSY at 7+ head down to PS arcade to relax the tense brain of ours. But no luck with playing the game I want to *haru haru game*. T_T So I asked them to take neos. Went to the arcade near PC bunk. Tons of neoprints there and they are really cheap! Took twice. Well, I felt akward with them some how or another. Like an extra or a body guard or a solo-ist.


I was afraid that our friendship (Anyone in the group of se7en people, hehe sorry se7en I used your name, I love adding kpop artist names into stuff nows- convo, neos, etc.. ) will turn out this way. Yea, in fact it turned out the way I hated the most. T_T  I didn't realised being home bond would cause this akward feeling to happen. Every thing turn out like crap. I wonder how would the friendship end up by the time we end up in poly (If I ever do) and older. Ahhh, sucks much.

But after that it was better, when we went to eat so-called-dinner. In fact, it was more like supper. But still I felt a weird feeling. I guess, today's laughers are just the hidden side of the downside. Fake smiles and laughers. I guess what I fear most are all slowly coming true. T_T  More pictures to upload, but they are with nurssy. Upload when I get them.

ARGHHHHH~ I think this post is so redundant!!!
Idk what I'm feeling and thinking..
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~