Dream catcher?

I am sceptical about what life is about to put me in the next couple of years. It's gonna be those times ALL OVER AGAIN, 3 years of pure anxiety, worry and misery. But definitely there will be times that will be harder to get by.

I know It's too early to say anything when I have not started it on proper terms, however some how I have the strangest feeling I won't be able to get it completed and during this process I'm gonna go crazyyyy, LITERALLY!!! Even with constant motivation from my family and friends, I really hate being a let down. I really dont want to be a let down. I'm feeling super miserable right now but have been suppressing it for awhile now. 

I haven been the nicest person on the plant and made plently of empty promise to god. Just please tell me/show me a sign I'm making the right decision (I really am lost from the start). I don't need to excel. I just need to get through this 3 years and graduate with that square hat. It's just all I ask. *fingers crossed*

I hope in the next month I'm game for all the stress and pressure. I really, truly, hopefully, can get through all this.

Let's all get back in the game!

I CAN, I WILL, I MUST!!!!

Time to go find some motivational videos...