northern downpour

Hellos earthlings,
I am so full now, i ate so much just now. X:
Why?

Today, she planned for a steamboat at my house. FRIENDS! came too. My parents went to my sis school early in the morning to listen about idk what stuff. I think about my sis streaming stuff. I was interrupted early in the morning today. Replied sms and went back to sleep again. But woke up cause someone ask me to meet him at around 10.45 to accompany him to eat breakfast. -_-lll So went to shower and end up... I WAITED FOR HIM! Stupid fella! :/

Ended up he went to 7eleven to get mentos than went to my house level 1 to slack. -_-lll So damn lame. Woke me up so early to just get sweets. But soon after that she called me. So went to the back gate to open the it for them. All of them arrived! We prepared everything and got started! (: Talked while we ate, however there were only 5 eating while the others (3 gamblers!) were gambling. I have some news to share, I'm called tissue paper woman- super random name. PRAWN PEELER is called _ _ table (in Chinese)- another random name. Well for my ah ma ah gong, she's _ _ _ XX- so damn random again.

While eating we were chatting, stupid PRAWN PEELER. She kept teasing me. -_-lll Lucky it was at the end, so we laughed until we were unable to eat any more. After that was the other 3 gamblers turn. HAHA!! Than i was trying to learn to play majong... but my sit was taken by her, when i only got started awhile. ): BOO! So here i am blogging. ): So damn sian now man.

Later dinner I'm going to eat steamboat again. ):
Sadded, I'm so full until i don't feel like eating any longer.

Alright ending here... LAZY TO TYPE FURTHER.
Toodles,




[edited]

Gambled just now- KELLEY'S HOUSE! Hmmm, not really very lucky after LKF came (after sending Agnes li back home & idk doing wad NC16 STUFF, that what he calls it). Now his officially my jinx!! HMPH! He won almost all of the coins i have. But i get back quite a lot of notes. Hopefully it's equivalent to the coins if not... GUILTY! Cause they ain't mine. Well, so can't eat any money. If not i can keep the cash. NVM, i have saved quite a sum of money. I shall return it willing to the owner! After all i lost his cash. So I'm not going to be so evil, be a good little girl instead! (: kf, it's your fault! )': Oh yea, because of him winning so much... I was being pretty evil, i did'nt give him a chance to change notes with my parents. IT'S HIS KARMA & RETRIBUTION! You own me a big one, feel guilty dude!

Hahas~
Ok ending here, toodles.

nevershoutnever! rocks big time.

♥ Loving their song!! (:

♥ I'm in trouble I'm an addict
I'm addicted to this boy
Hes got my heart tied in a knot
And my stomach in a whirl
But even worse I cant stop calling him
Hes all I want and more
I mean damn
Whats not to adore

Ive been playing to much guitar
I...Ive been listening to jazz
I called so many times
I swear hes going mad
And that cellular-er will be the death to us
I swear I swear

Party Boys之道兄弟为你撑腰

撐腰MV

Omg, due to Lok feng feng's description of the MV, that's why i decided to check it out see how cute it really is.
OMG! IT'S FREAKING CUTE!! (:

WATCH IT!
IT ROCKS BIG TIMEEEEEEE!! (:
Party Boys之道兄弟为你撑腰~
HAHAS~ X=

lost and insecure

Anyone out there willing to support a girl who wants to go overseas. She needs people to fully sponsor everything, from accommodation to the school fees.

Damn, i sick and tired of Singapore's educational system and tried of living here!
I want to go Aust. or France, are there any other options?
I never felt so out of place, so unwilling to live here.
I just wish I'm far away,
Any schools willing to sponsor me? (impossible!)
I have to sit here and wait aimlessly for my dream to be realised.
Sigh...








lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
lyin' on the floor
surrounded, surrounded
why’d you have to wait?
where were you, where were you?
just a little late
you found me, you found me

♥ but in the end everyone ends up alone
losing her, the only one who’s ever known
who i am, who i’m not, and who i want to be
no way to know how long she will be next to me

When It Rains

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔, 是你的藉口.

那我寧願對你從沒認真過.

越是在乎的人越是猜不透.

God damn it! @$$#^$&^$**&%&*@$#@% ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!! I'm so god damn #@*^ pissed off today. Today feels like the whole wide world is against me!! Like WT*!! Damn it!! And OK, maybe it's a sign. My eyelid did twitch. What a way to get myself started with this new year, i think it's gonna get way worst than this! Just my luck huh! Just for today's F&N, i was lost for words, once again in happened during the Chinese IRP. %^%* today isn't my day seriously! I feel like swearing, cursing, snapping & flaring at them. But i controlled. DAMN IT! I hate today like crazy! I feel like bursting! ARGHHHHHHNHHH! Can't help it but to blog it out! *see told you, i quarreled with my dad. OH, "lucky" eh, FXXX THE WORLD LA! NXCX!

Next part....

Well, for CNY didn't really went to a lot of places. CNY eve, went to my cousin's house for steamboat. The dog, chop chop, was pretty noisy. Kept making noises to attract our attention. For the first day, went to the usual spot we go every year. Temple & a hotel for buffet than head to my aunt's house to play with doggies; kiki & rocky! So kawaii! (: Sat in the house for awhile- around 30 mins before heading back home to meet up with friends! to gamble! Wow, someone has lady luck by her side. Seriously, she was winning all that we have. Some people were so pathetic that they lost around $20-40 to her.

My dad and sis played too, but later. My dad sort of suppressed her luck, but not that much. However she still won like a lot. She give us each $5, idk, i think she's guilty i guess. Hhahas~ after that i changed before heading to the Cathay @ Dhoby Ghaut to catch a movie. Watched the wedding game. ZOMG, is way better than love matters! I still want to catch a few more movies, bride war & that hk movie. x= After that head to BK to have my dinner. Cause my parents are at my relative house, they're eating there. So settled my dinner.

Yesterday was damn boring! Went to my aunt's house, my dad's side for visiting. I thought there will be lunch, end up nothing! ): DAMN HUNGRY EVEN WITH THE TIDBITS! ): Went home for like 1hour + before heading to my aunt's house, mum's side. It was horrible, i had gastric there and i was like so damn bored. No one to really chat with, all the others including my sis was playing cludo. So i stared at my phone the whole day, and it hanged a few times. Damn! My dad left earlier to go out with my uncle. Around 8, my mum, sis & i left. Cause my sis & i was still damn hungry, headed to 7 eleven to get cup noodles before heading home. So damn boring Chinese new year.

still might have plans during the weekends... sat tuition in the morning & after that meeting friends! They said they want to have steamboat idk where and sun having lunch with dad's family & after that tuition at night having another dinner with mum's family.

Ok, ending here... GOT TO GET ALONG WITH F&N!

Toodles,

Tag replies: "sorry for the late replies, lazy"

Jaslyn♥: hahas~ thanks for tagging! ♥♥♥

ïmpεrfëctsàndy: ooo, ic. so this year you're year 11 huh? After year 12 than u go to collage or unti? o_0?

luminn: hellos! I MISS YOU TOO!!! ):

QIWEI(::my dear qiwei meimei, so sweet of u to suddenly appear & tag me. But sorry i took so long to reply that tag. X=

BlurStar =): blurstar is a sotong la! HAHAS~ my dear babe, feeling better? Sian, no phone = no sms-ing you! CRIES!!

Hazel: hello! Sorry, now than i reply you. Lazy girl you know. hais~ hmmm, ya... pretty slack. X=

JOANNA ;: OMG, my dear jojo meimei, at last, you came here & tagged me. Love you girl! (:

Candice: HAHAS~ send you already! (: EFFICIENT DAUGHTER YOU HAVE HERE! (:

yanaa!: hahas~ no prob girl! (: I'M FINE! you?

Jaslyn: hahas~ happy CNY to you too girl! love you tons, take care too alright! XOXOs!

jesslyn: happy niu year to you too! (: ooo, ok. i will relink you. (:

Jaslyn: yeps, see you real soon yea & I've relinked you!! (:

And when it rains,
♥ Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

You found me.

HAPPY NIU YEAR, PEOPLE!
I'm so god damn happy!
Yet kinda guilty. I might be skipping the dinner at my grandpa's house this evening.
1) SOME PEOPLE ARE COMING MY HOUSE (friends!)
2) TRYING TO SKIP THE BORING PART THIS NEW YEAR
3) WANT TO HAVE FUN BEFORE MUGGING LIKE S*** AFTER CNY!

And I am like so exhausted today, cause I'm no longer that pampered (well not 100% pampered) Daughter i used to be.
I have helped out with cleaning my study room.
MAJOR WIPE OUT!
So, those who came to my house before... see the uncluttered room laterrrr!
Vacuumed the floors of ALL the rooms! (:
Cool huh!?

NO LONGER THE-SO-CALLED PRINCESS PEOPLE CALLS ME!
Pampered & spoiled no more.
But high chance it's only gonna be for the spring cleaning. X=
I have never touched housework and this is the first!
HONOURED! (:
* i think people are gonna scolding me for being so happy over something like this.
This girl here is easily... SATISFIED! Some thing simple can make me god-damn-happy! (:

Alright, ending here.
Cause I'm tired.
Might be blogging tomorrow.







♥ where were you when everything was falling apart
all my days were spent by the telephone
it never rang and all I needed was a call
it never came to the corner of first and amistad

Stuck With Each Other

Currently, I'm learning a lot about treasuring the other half you have.
Never gonna say stuff that i don't mean at all.
However, going to be frank about my own feelings!
Should that be the case?
Or maybe i should stick to who I'm now.
Cause I'm really afraid!

Went tuition early in the morning, & my cousin's friends were so sweet. Giving her birthday surprise. She came down looking like SHIT! Looking really unglam! Cause she just woke up. Haiz~ & her friends saw it. It's also my first time seeing her new hair cut. She cut it short. If you're wondering who is that cousin of my i guess last year's 4n1,4n2 & 4n3 should know who she is.

Oh my... couldn't focus that much, cause her fellow doctor friend were pretty loud. Hopefully i got the gist of that chapter for chem. Sms-ed xinyi asking her whether she want to catch 'Love Matters'. Met her @ 1. Went home to change my bag. We were damn early. So we sat & chat. After all she's going through so much more than i'm, decided to have heart & heart talk with her. 2.20pm the show started. Ooop~ I forgotten to mention, the show is NC16. Some parts were god damn funny, but still i have no idea i seemed so hyper. :/ It's rather alright to watch the movie. Not that bad, but i still prefer AH LONG!



So my first NC 16 SHOW IS DEDICATED MY DEAREST GIRL, LIM XIN YI! (: Feeling honoured? After the show ended, headed to subway. And back to boon keng & home before meeting xinyi & kf to slack around Boon Keng. Well, xinyi seemed as if she lost her soul. I'm so god damn worried! I REALISED I HAVE NOTHING TO CONSOLE HER!! When kf reached, we accompanied him to eat after that headed to my house cause i had a feast at home- not really a feast.

They used my com & my sis. When i was done, i went in to see what he did with my com. We watched the video he made- the friendship & love story. (most of the time i was chatting with kf, xinyi was like ____. ) Stupid fellow, he kept stopping at my picture & as well as_____. Damn him, irritating fellow. & he asked me if i had a copy of one of _____'s picture. So i showed him, he told me that the person is so poor thing... blah blah blah, sweating like mad. DOTS! He was damn retarded!

Even acted like Mr bean. Idk what the hack he was doing. After that xinyi was finally back to life. She joked with us & laughed too. Like finally, but i guess she's going to emo back home again. Such a hyper girl becomes lifeless because of a tree. & giving up the entire forest! :/ Sigh, I'm worried. She keeps crying & she is as if she lost her soul! ): Sigh, after that around 10+ they left.

Currently left to rot! I'm really tired too, but cause.... hahas~ X= Up to you to guess.
CNY EVE IS TOMORROWWWWWWW~ COUSIN'S HOUSEEEEEEEE!












Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there,
Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya,
and I can try to convince you
I don't need to be with you,
♥ But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya,
What can I do, love is like glue.
There's no way to
Tear us a part

If you got a good one, stand up

I guess second best is all I will know .. ):

Yeah, i guess you're right... TREASURE!

Schools out until Wednesday. Well, CNY holidays! The eve is on a Saturday, so no school on the first & second day- Monday & Tuesday. However is still sucks big time. Reason: the CNY holiday is way too short! :/ Freaking 2 days! Just now the the concert thingy for CNY is way way way ____ (fill in the blanks). The school's discipline is horrible! Man, seriously i cannot wait to get out!! Intolerable! :/ ALOT OF PEOPLE SEEM TO BE WAY BEYOND CONTROL! Man, IT SUCKED MAJOR BIG TIME. So darn noisy & it was wayyyyyy boring! Seriously, it stink!

Sigh, what a way to start my holidays for CNY. I feeling pretty down right now, worried about _____ (up to you to guess who) & me, myself can't stop thinking about some other incidents. Damn! I'm feeling lost & not in any stand to get really joyous at the moment. :/ Crap! I regret my every action today, seriously! Listen to my own intuition rather than listening to that heart of mine. Damn! I feel down right ridicules at the moment. :/

Good, i feel all sucky now. THANKS A LOT! I shall have tuition tomorrow, 10-12pm. Damn early. :/ ZzZz... idk whether I'm going out with them to catch a movie? idk. Alright, ending my suck-ish emotions right here. I need to find ways to get rid of how I'm feeling now. Seriously, it's driving me insane! :/

OK, ending here.
Toodles,



-
I missed those moments we used to chat on msn.
I missed those sms you used to sent me.
I missed the time that you called me, when i was stressed out.
I missed the way you care for me.
I missed those time you took initiative.
I missed all those things that you did for me on the 5th of July 2008.
I missed those moments i had with you....
Most importantly, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
But when will these moments come back again?
I hate the way we're now, although we're still together.
All i can say is i don't expect a lot from you, just a bit more care & concern...
AND HOPE YOU CAN REPLY MY MESSAGES TOO!
But i guess, it's really impossible huh?

Today's a miracle, Tomorrow's unpredictable. ):
I'm left waiting for the unknown happenings of tomorrow.
I hope you would not leave me hanging.
I'm afraid, really afraid of tomorrow's happenings.









♥ If I could be your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again

Here to visit =)

HELLOS!!!!!!
MIss me??
Very long never blog at Keong Lok Kok's blog le...

And that lok kok is very bad!!
Keep hitting my head yesterday...
Until my head flat le la..

Hehes,
she sure scolding for writting nonsense her..=P

And to lok kok,
DON'T THINK TOO MUCH OKAY??
Must smile!!!! =D =D =D

We'll find a little place for you and me

It tears me up...
Hais~
I can't help but blog.

Well, i got tons of information that tears me up inside. I hear about a few relationships. It's rather shocking news actually. Like what actually is happening. Well, i shall say... I'm freaking out. Cause you see a loving couple walking on the streets the next day they're like strangers. Who's next in line? Not cursing people, but it seems rather factual.

Sigh, i wonder whether it's gonna be my turn really soon. To feel the pain, the unbearable pain that cause Bella to lost her soul in her eyes? Hopefully not. If not, i think i will die of the pain. Damn it's really sickening! Even before CNY you see such stuff happening don't you wary about the situation out there?

Double Sigh... i have nothing to say. I shall not think too much first. Damn, it caused me to lost interest in my HOMEWORK! Lucky i don't have to hand them up tomorrow, if not may god bless me! :/

Alright, i gonna stop blogging.
Oh before i end...
Today went for NE learning journey.
Damn retarded, those few of us are like mad women!
In the bus we're pretty normal but at the army something museum we became bonkers!
Took a few pictures, shall upload some other time.
And thanks to some mad women, LOW BIAN TAI, for helping out with somethings.
*AHEM!
So embarrassing.
Such a pervert! *shy!*
I had a urge to go on a hitting spree, i kept hitting LIM ER XING!
Hhahas~ serves her right!

Ok, ending here.
Toodles!
Shall say in details some other time! (:

Empty streets

I follow every breath into the night
The wind so cold

The sun is frozen The world has lost its light

I carry your picture deep in me

Back to you over 1000 seas

Back to us

♥ Don't you lose your trust and your belief

Thinking Of You

I didn't really notice the sadness in the song until i cause a glimpse of the music video. It's rather sad. ): But the song rocks big time! (:
Enjoy!
*p/s: had this song pretty long ago, but now than i saw the MV. & i decided to share. (:

-
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

-





Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

♥ Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Caught in the middle

I'm dead tired!
Exhausted!

And a lot of other words describing exhaustion...

Damn! I regretted going for the combined UG hike! Why? It sucked major big time this year! It's like compared to last year there was more people. This year was horrible, like major boring & it was freaking far! ): Instead of east coast, we ended up at Seletar reservoir. My feet hurts big time! ): So damn saddening, cause someone i hope to see wasn't going. Got the news from kelley & co. Arghhh! Sadded! The whole hike without some of the fellow Sec 5 was unbearable! ): Esp. my dearest ah ma ah gong, she walk out on me! ): She's feeling _ _ _ _ _ Y now, if you get it good for you, so i dragged myself there listening to music & a bit of entertainment from arul, ding qi & nes.

And another reason why i hoped that person came was because someone was a major pain in the ass! So crappy man! :/ TSK! Hope, he can help me remove those creepy stares from someone. After all, that person i hope who came is my.... (: & it's pretty obvious that what someone did was trying to get close to me, jiali & co. saw his action. And i find something pretty cool, he talked to me, i just ignored & holding jiali's hand and walk off! Cool ehh! (: Hahas~ trying my hardest to walk out on him, but some how... i felt bad! But WHO CARES!? And something was damn obvious that someone was freaking act & extra when we guides want to take photos, some calefare people were there. Laifeng & co. find someone irritating too.

Someone stop trying to get my attention, you fool!!

So horrible! This hike is pleasant to some people, but intolerable for me. I went cause i can increase my chances of seeing.. hehe... but hopes were dashed! ): & now my feet hurts! & i'm so tired. I HATE THIS WEEK'S FRIDAY! & SAME FOR THE FOLLOWING WEEK! ): AWWWW~ Tomorrow tuition @ 11am. Darn it! I hope i'm not too exhausted for it. Fingers crossed! (: I have got to get my homework all done too! ): F&N COURSEWORK, see you tomorrow! ):

Toodles,

off to freshen up! (:

Resting early, waking up early...

It's gonna be an unbearable weekend,

without you! ):

I am just a little girl
Lost in the moment
I'm so scared
But don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down

♥ You're like my own personal brand of heroin.
& the cure for my pain & misery.

'Cuz I just can't get enough

I'm irritated, & tried not to think.
But I'm agitated by your FUCKING ACTIONS!
You caused my misery,
_l_ you & hope you die!
Damn you! Curse you! Seriously you're better off dead!
I wish god will punish you for your betrayal & your actions!

You (that bitch&slut) should be sorry for your actions! Backstabbing people, & what more? Can't you see people have a family, & it's him who save your bloody rice bowl! You think by doing such a think can earn you a promotion? Nope, you're only making matters worst! _l_ you! You're horrible & i never fucking want to see your face, if i do... I WILL DISFIGURE IT! You were almost asked to leave the company, almost left to suffer with this economy downturn. But he save you from the misery, & yet you turn around and bite him on his back. What a bitch! I hope if you're really fired, no company is willing to hire you. And hope you don't ever get marry, so that you will stay an old hag. No one is willing to go to your funeral! Let you go away without anyone by yourside! die you bitch! DIE!!!! _l_ YOU!

UNGRATEFUL BITCH! die you bitch/slut/fucker/asshole!! :@
If anything really happens to my family, you're dead!
I'm so gonna curse and swear until your bloody face appears in the newspaper..
PRONOUNCING YOU DEAD! Fuck off man! Bitch! I hate you for eternity! _l_ YOU!


*IGNORE EVERYTHING HERE!
-
Currently bombard with HOMEWORK!. :/
Maths, English (have not gotten), Geography and F&N!
Chem, test tomorrow!
Sighs, today test was like 3pm-5pm.
Tomorrow will be 3-4.30pm (spelling, compre & stuff) and results will be out.
She will discuss with my mum (dad is not going with matters at hand, won't be going)
I'm left with 1 chapter in 'New Moon' & end of that book, getting along with eclipse.
Won't be blogging tomorrow, just that i'm so pissed off currently!

OK, got to get on with Reading & studying.
Toodles!











♥ I'm just a little bit caught in the middle.
Life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
And I don't know why

I'm a fool, Out of love

Misery Business

Misery Business, soon it will be.

Damaged soul...

The coming week ahead is going to be pretty hectic. (or should i say, REALLY HECTIC!)

Schedules are all planned. Like from Monday to Sunday. Dang! :/

MONDAY- tuition!

TUESDAY- tuition, DAS!

WEDNESDAY- test test!

THURSDAY- continues test again!

FRIDAY- guides!

SATURDAY- tuition!

SUNDAY- prayers for grandma & tuition!

Oh, how pretty can it be? Fantastic! :/ I feel so suck-ish!

& TOMORROW, F&N questions are released! LIKE, DAMN! :/

I need to stare into the computers for HOURS! ):

So i guess, not posting at all next week.

Leaving this blog dead! OK, shall end here now.

Toodles, (:

*P/S: the little nonya show they showed around 9.50+pm on channel 8 just now (a very short lame thing that last for 5 mins) , is totally horrible! I thought it was like a second ending... but ended up a thank you speech thingie with tons of adeverts! DAMN! They cheated my feelings! ):

Tag replies:

Hazel: HAHAS! (: sing sing sing. no good la. cause my voice like KNS!
liling: Thanks for tagging! (: HAHAS~ OK, i will i will! thanks! you too yea! take care!
Jaslyn♥: hahas~ yea he can. but he treast me like KNS! :/ tsk! HAHAS~ ok i will. thanks! YOU TOO ALRIGHT! Dont hesistate! I will be there for you too! (:

I don't want nobody else,

Without you, there's no one left and,

You're like Jordans on Saturday,

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now.

♥ I'm so into you!

My thoughts you can't decode

What the hack is going on?!
Crap, I'm blogging almost everyday.
I guess next week will be lacking of post (100% guaranteed!)

MAJOR IRRITATED/FEELS SO SUCKY/EMOTIONLESS/DEAD! I feel like how edward left bella. Idk why. But it sucks! I feel so dead! :/ Geez.... ): OK, now my head is blank. So shall not say more, ending here!

*p/s: Should i change URL?

Tag replies:
*those at the bottom, mostly replied in your blogs*
Candice: hahas~ ok, i shall try getting over it... (: But i still miss the post. You know th KBOX post & etc.. )':
BlurStar =): hahas` nt pek chek any longer. haha, glad you know you're noisy. happy being with ur piggy la.
Jaslyn♥: hahas~ i will try. but all the momories are gone! )': & looking at them reminds me of the past.
zl: Oi! bastard! can you STFU!? like what i write you need to so evil add salt to the wound. Still HAHA! & LOLS! in msn. So evil. ARGHHHH! :@
Hazel: HAHAS~ after all i'm a twilight fan! (:
redmond: relinked! (:

♥ The truth is hiding in your eyes,
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.

It's an encounter that never felt the same anymore.

It's like i don't even know you.
It's like a feeling that i never felt before around you.
I guess, it must be the holidays...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HUIFANG! (:
May all you wishes come true & all the best for your 'O' level results!


Today was hell of a B.O.R.I.N.G! But well, at least i paid attention to the lessons. So keeping so quite, sitting alone is a pretty good idea. But just a bit unbearable. X= Tomorrow's the CCA orientation for the sec1s. No need to go for red cross flag day already & no need to wear full uniform. (: Happy Happy. OK, I'm finally a senior that doesn't need to do anything. IT'S HORRIBLE!! Why? Spent my times on... wondering around the school. Major boredom!

I was going to fall asleep already. So practically wondering around, until ms Ang asked us to help to pack up guides room. So i went to pack it. Went to sweep the floors. (: So while i did that got cut by the zinc plates in the guides room. The wound is near the ankle. -_-lll After what zl did, i got cut again! tsk! I was practically rotting! For the sake of the CIP hours, it's gonna be worth tolerating for so long. (:

Quite happy some how, cause managed to see... (: And pretty pissed off by the fact that, no matter how much i don't want to see someone that person kept appearing. DANG! :/ So uncomfortable man. :/ Oh well, what can i do? It's he's/her right to linger around me. But seriously hope you can back off. I had many opportunities! (: Able to see so much scenery! It makes my day, makes me feel glad! (: So unwilling to leave school after that. :/ But oh well, i have to don't i.

To sum up, it's just one of those boring days that moods swings tend to happen.
Oh well, IMY man! Crap. :/

OK, it's so crappy...
I guess, you can totally ignore the post.
Cause i don't feel like I'm blogging properly.
so Toodles.

backoff!

It's not anything joyous.
So, back off will you.
i guess, you will never know it's you.

Pretty good news!
Next week i will be able to skip 2 DAYS OF IRP. (:
(just IRP for 2 DAYS- including MT lessons on thursday- `cause my test starts @ 3pm)
Wed and Thurs lesson- the longggggg day until 3.15 + IRP.
Finally going for that psychologist test to apply for my extra time for 'O' levels!
& I have to take the test for 2 days.
Wow! Isn't it a bit long, just to test whether i still have dyslexia/ensure I'm a dyslexia & make full use of the extra time?
Will i will never understand the whole full test unless, I'm a psychologist.
I'm actually pretty glad I'm able to do the test next week.
The faster i apply, i will feel relieved.
After all, the extra time plays an important part for my national exams!
Anyway, hope i will be able to apply for it.

Today, went to NYP. Damn! I only got chances to catch glimpse of (_figure it out yourself_) & my hopes were dashed! seriously, disheartened. But a glimpse leads to an addition, it seems like a drug. Pretty addictive you see, so i hate glimpse. Cause that means... i will have freaking images in my mind & it means i will miss the presence of that someone. X= Darn it! Oh well, hope i will be able to see ... More often. But i guess, it's a pretty hard request. At NYP. I paired with kelley. Xinyi, of course she lingered around y2 like... 2 sweet love birds. Quarreling quite a bit to gain our attention. Sorry, no point dude. & i don't envy. Why quarrel when you're already satisfied to have that person around you. GET WHAT I MEAN! We went to different parts, & damn it's HUGEEEE! (walk till i'm drop dead tired/exhausted) Business, engineering, life science, food science, media stuff (THAT'S WHERE KELLEY, LAU & I STARTED TO "HUA CHI", FLOWER EAT. We freaking saw... RANDY TOH MAN! ), nursing ... etc.

Nursing is freaky! I saw a video about giving birth. Damn, it's terrifying. & imagine hours pushing. I was pretty freaked out by that video. I think i will never give birth. It's freaking scary i tell you. But that satisfaction giving birth to it was so joyous. Seeing the mum's face when she saw the child. Oh well, do well for 'O's other stuff other than that, leave it for the future. Left NYP around 5.45pm. Head to tiong, with xinyi, to get stickers. Had dinner with her. (at first we were not to able to find it, but after dinner went up & saw it. bought for my sis chip & dale, mine - of course stitch) After that head home, reach boon keng @ 8pm. Took a bus back & walk home.

Haiz~ i wonder what course should i take. I know psychologist, food science & f&n related courses is out of those choices. But still, it's a tough decision! Ok, school tomorrow & guides.
Ending here.

Toodles, (:

Coursework...

Haiz~
Coursework for F&N will be known on next Monday.
So that means, I'M GOING TO BE HECTIC REALLY REALLY SOON!
Anyone can come and claim my dead body, i think I'm dying soon.
Only today, i had major... gastric problem (AGAIN!)
Life is getting tougher...

But well, IT'S ALL IN THE MIND! (:
Believe it!

Toodles,

for my lok kok =P

heys i'm here to leave a post for my grand-daughter...
hahas =P
i irritated her alot this few days sia..
until she wants to kill me liao...
but because mr.piggy not here ma..
then i damn sian..

sorries la my Lorraine AKA my grand daughter AKA Lok Kok =P

FUCK!

Ok, fuck!
I just deleated the blog that i did'nt want to delete! ):
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
All my memories & my post!

GONE, BYE BYE!
Just like that!
I just re-created it.
Damn!
I will find a time to do up a proper blogskin, for now this is it!
Cause, CURRENTLY PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF!

MY BLOG!! ):
I took like damn long to do it la!
ALL MY EFFORT!
It was all ment to be gone.

ARGHHHHH! ME & MY BLOODY HAND!
BYE BYE! :@
I can swear anything now man, I mean it!!

I WILL CHANGE MY SKIN ON THE WEEKENDS OR MAYBE WED!