True Colours,

(via mishface)

Sometimes I wonder the 101 things I can do outside this situations.
This sorrow have engulfed my true personality.
Why do I have to pretend to be happy what I'm not?
I'm so sick and tired of it all!

I think I shouldn't have come to TP, shouldn't even existed in that school.
Choosen the wrong path, lost that headed goal, lost everything.

I know a small problem like this shouldn't be the spoiler.. but how demoralizing can it get?! FML! >:@

Conclusion: I'm not smart, and if I don't know something doesn't mean you will not know. Perhaps you know & you're smarter than I am. Everyone in this world has he/her own bright side of life and potential. Just that I haven found my yet ... perhaps not in this course and in the school.

If this is how fate is playing with me, I shall play along!

DISAPPOINTED, I really can do much better!

A lesson learnt but a 1000 more ways to improve.

Shall relax & don't feel that tense during test anymore.
Slack more rather than chiong, my tiny brain can't take the stress.
Shall not let my emotions take over my brain.
Check 1000 times before submission!

That's about all.

Hopefully I can do better, but haha who am I kidding I ain't smart so I don't think I'll do well. I do not want to compete with anyone, but just get the results up to my expectations. It's that simple.

I can't remember what I was fighting for,

Have I been holding back so much that I lost the part of me who wore her heart on her sleeves?

I looked back at the post I wrote this year...

1) the meaning in the post I used to have is missin g
2) less expressive
3) Major boring ass post!

I guess I lost that part of me. Perhaps its how I keep everything to myself now. I still remember how I used to hate people asking me how I felt and won't stop doing so until I told them how I was feeling. Now I realised how much I miss my bestfriends doing that around me. I miss those people. Those who are the ones who really cared about me ):

Well I can't compare poly friends with secondary friends. After all my bestfriends are the ones that can read me from head to toe, after spending 5 years around them,  so I can't expect that amount from the poly friends.

But I hate to agree that I miss spilling my feelings to people around me. I miss those times greatly.

Sometimes I think I have benn holding back too much on how I feel that I feel fake in school. But I don't dare to share as much of such problems to them. Well, I guess it's still kinda hard for me now...
I wish time could slow down abit more for me to let me have a taste of my past. Cause I can't stop thinking about them daily ):



I NEED A LONG HOLIDAY OFF WORK! I MISS THOSE AFTER 'O's HOLIDAYS!

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Glee songs are making loads of sense now.
"Keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through make it through"

Those times,

I haven been blogging very frequently lately. This kind of scene doesn't even happen even during O level. How poly life can such a pain in the ass, even my secondary school friend can tell.


It's gonna be the end of week 10 (the start of school after holiday) , and yes fuck all the projects due on week 11!!

So many things to do, so little time. ):

This life of mine is way worst than the O levels. I didn't study as much as I did for O levels,but now projects are taking up half of my lifespan. I realised how lifeless my life has been. Shopping is missing from my life and everyday my life is rotating around school and home.

Is there a moment I can just leave all this school work and be happy doing something I love?

I need a break, if not everything crying and harping on these school work is driving me insane.

I NEED A BREAK, I NEED TO GO OUT & SHOP!!

Nothing On You

I'm super lazy to use the computer nowaday, well..
Currently I have to spend my whole entire life staring in that box to do stuff, and true enough it's quite irritating. :/ My life shall not revolve around the box, and I will make sure it will not.

Anyway, I was back from GENTING yesterday. Genting wasn't as fun as I expected it to be. Well, no comments.

Sigh, and school is starting really soon. DAMN. Sunday is gonna be monday blues again. OMG hating it to bits! ):

What makes me happy NOW is the YG family comback in the upcoming month ( & yes, TOP's comeback on monday so it's gonna brighten up my day! (: woohoo~ ) So super duper happy about that! That's the greatest news ever!

Alright, shall watch my TV now.
Toodles.

* CONGRATS JAY!!

I want to watch eclipse, despicable me & karate kid!



OMG, WHY ARE YOU SUCH A ASS!!
CAN'T YOU STOP JUMPING INTO CONCLUSION!!
LORRAINE'S BRAIN IS  A BITCH!!!!

Genting

Simple words for today:


GENTING TOMORROW!



bye. (:

KOREA!

SIS IS COMING BACK TONIGHT!
Can't wait to get my items that I asked her to get from KOREA.
Loving the 2% in bottles, BSX, MBLAQ's album and etc.. (:

I'm a happy girl today.

So sad that I have to miss the campfire and go and fecth my sis instead.
Well it's an order from my dad, so can't disobey him.
Sorry guys ):

Kbye folks.

Hands Up

Currently in school doing some project.
Sighh, so much to do during this holidays, dreading every second of it.

Can't wait for next week, gonna go genting with fam.
Now waiting for sis to get back from Korea first. ^^

Alright... ending here.
Off to do my projectnow! (:

Impossible,

Hi world,

Sis is currently over at Korea & she's having an awsome time! ): My sis even texted me and told me how great the authentic ginseng chicken & the dragin berd candy was. And she has already started shopping on the first day of her trip. See the second picture? That's what she got for 4sgd at insadong. At least she has the tendecy to call & text me if I wanted that. & yea of coutse I agreed.

She's having a bomb at korea manzx! She even got herself connected in wifi and talked to me on MSN. OMG... she commented about how tired she was shopping!! OMG, seriously adding salt to my wound. ): If it's me I will have a blast with my friends (I bet lau will not hesitate to sign up for the trip)  shopping like mad crazy and screaming as well (because of the BIG BANG poster available) HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Well currently can't wait for her to come back to SG to get my items she help me get from korea. KEKEKE.

Tomorrow will be going back to TP for project.

Kbye.


p/s: Oh no, kinda starting to miss my sister... ):

Good Day

I know I'm slow, but have been really lazy in saving the pictures recently. X=

Sis is flying off for korea tonight!!
Later will be going to the airport with mum and dad.
Hopefully she will be able to get me my stuff!!

Went out early today with my dad and sis, sis when to meet her friend while dad and I want to Funan again to get some stuff (mouse, external HDD, paper, printer ink.. etc). Will be going over tomorrow again to get my system unit repaired.

Waiting for this thursday's PC fair to check out the lazer printers. My dad wants to get one for us cause Ii have been printing loads of stuff lately & my sis is a frequent user of the printer. Hopefully there is the colour lazer printer there and selling cheap.

Alright, ending this post here.
Sat going for GG camp camopfire.
Gonna meet my GG buddies (its like 1345345 days since i saw them)
keke, happy happy.. can't wait.




p/s: I MISS THE CLICK FIVE!!! ):

Newest TOY

Hi world!

Isn't my loverboy hot!? kekeke, I want the BSX tee that TOP wears.
Hhahah, mum allows sis to get it for me in korea! (well hopefully she does if not have to ask her korean teacher to get it for me). My sis is so gonna be broke due the massive amounts of "gifts" that my  mum & i are requesting her to get them for us. (:

Today got my newest "toy" from funan just now. Finally my lappy arrived this week. Can start downloading my CS5 & such inside here. WOOHOO. (: & just nice my sis 1st comp. is fixed. So now 3 comps are alive + my lappy. However I hope my laptop can be recovered cause I hate having the printed in my room. ):

Was out the entire day today.
 DAS graduation ceremony > Town > Home > Sis's tution center > Dad's friend's house > Home.
Learn a lot when I went to my dad's friend's house just now. So much sharing and all those are rather meaningful. Ahahaha, after that answeted KF's why questions too with those new knowledge I have learnt. ^^

Alright I gotta stop here due to the massive headach I'm having I need to sleep now & going to start charging my "toy's" batt.

KBYE,

Let's go party

AHHHH! MAD CUTE! (:
Aren't they just superrrr cute?!
DOUBLE 'B' = <3

GOT MY SP TEE, THANKS CALLY!!

Met cally & claudia for lunch today! <3
After that esplande's library with them, accompanied cally to study for her MST.
Haha, had loads of fun with this "tom & jerry" xD
Laugh like some mad woman before I went home thanks to both of them.

Tomorrow's DAS graduation.
Gonna miss my days at DAS, after all have been there since primary 5.
Those where the days..

Hope tomorrow can go shopping with mummy. ><
Well, HOPEFULLY.

Alright, kbye.

Holidays

Test have offically ended, woohoos!
Holidays have started, but tons of project to be done.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Gotta get started soon, I have not much time if I want to relax for 3d2n.
Well not sure if they have booked, but hopefully they did.
Sis is going to korean really soon - 7june with her school!!!!
Gonna make her get big bang stuff is she sees any for me. (:

Haha, bet it's gonna be fun!

Nothing much to do today, just rot at home.
Hope to meet up with bestfs + yy & yvette reallyyyyy soon!


KBYES.

More to come,

First one I created.
More to come. (:
This is what I learnt today.

LAST PAPER ON WED.
HWAITING! (:

& BESTFs, good luck for your MST/CT next week! (: