I hate not finding my neutral point right now. I feel like a lost bird, no where close to home.
Striving for the past 2 years and seeing the people I spend 2 years with all graduating soon sucks so bad. I know it's not a matter of how fast or graduating on time... Cause at the end of the day, you still get that paper. But it still saddens me how life runs this way. ):
I just wish what God has placed in my path is telling me I can do more beyond what I think right now and it's a sign to let me grow (I know I'm not matured enough recently... Real obvious)!
Cause as time passes, I feel lonelier and worst off. T_T
I just need signs from you God, to help me, guide me through this low. I realised I have a lot of lows till the extend that I'm so mentally exhausted. T_T
Whatever it is, life still goes on.
(Ranting here feels so good!)
