Up and coming..

A new year is fast approaching.. I had experienced so much, especially my greatest failure in my academic career which landed a devastating end to 2013. But this means lessons learnt and a major wake up call. 

So here's my resolutions for the upcoming year:

1) EXERCISE TO DESTRESS.

2) PARTICPATE IN A MARATHON! 

3) No more procrastination

4) 6 months of crazy ass social media resulted in my obsessive I can't live without social network habit all over again. I WILL KICK IT!

5) Study hard, work hard, cause effort = results!

6) I CAN, I WILL, I MUST!

7) Travel to a place I have yet to been.

8) Enjoy life, don't worry and stress too much.

Leaving it at lucky 8, yes I'm superstitious like that. May 2014 please bring me more  study luck (cause I can't give up on my uni dream) and happiness along the way. 

A hole

If you try your best and you don't succeed. Do you keep trying or let it slip through your hands? I am so close to giving up on my uni education cause it isn't working out but I feel so bad towards my parents...

I will just try for another semester. If it all doesn't work out... I'm leaving even if it breaks me up so bad. 😔 

I am left with no hope but only sorrow. My life is as grey as the sky.