Tuesday, March 31, 2009

(:

omg, I just happened to just want to see how's my blog & stuff..
I realised, my old blog can be restored!
GOD DAMN HAPPY! (:

All those memories...
Me accidentally deleting it, perhaps is a sign.
All things happen for a reason after all...
HA HA, but I'm happy! (:
I will keep that blog for memory purpose, and i might not disclose that link.
* too many personal stuff that really are precious to me.
Private blog?
Perhaps... (:







All i have left is that picture and those blog entries.
May those memories be kept with me...
It may seem little, but the most important things to me.
Cause only in the memories, i have the best impression of you.
It's really unforgetable. ):

Instead of moving on, I refuse to see


I'm jolly happy! :D
but i still have those countless thoughts of you
Hopefully, you will just flow out of my mind.

I think I'm just totally insane today, i feel as if I'm mad now a days. Idk why i have become like this but it's kinda scary to me. Oh well, better be joyous than being sorrowful yea? (:
I bought a webcam on sunday, went to challanger intending to get a lazer printer. Couldn't get any so bought a webcam instead. After that headed to OG, bought tons of stuff. After i got home, tried webcamming with sandy! Thanks for playing with me SASA! LOVE YOU! I got to end here, dad's nagging. :/ Back to maths papers...

sheesh...
Ending here.
Toodles,


Well, it's time.....
TIME TO REPLY TAGS BEFORE IT OVER FLOWS! X=

Tag Replies:
claudia: Ok, after i reply you!!! & honoured to see your name being shown as the first one?
jingyi: alright, will relink you today! (: Sorry for the delay, very lazy you see. haha.
Joanna ;: haha, i said. but cause no reply = i win. haha! dont kick my pi gu.. pain eh. )':
siti: hahas~ it's alright, at least u relinked me already yea. hahas (:
Hazel: ooo, maybe i mistaken it. cause perhaps that time you told me was eclipes? hahas, a tee that attracts a lot of attention yea? lmao. X=
LAIFENG: happy 1year 8months to you lok feng feng! (: haha, idk why we totally had a photo spamming session last week during guides. It must be my influence. hahas~ it will definally will be better with you around! (: MISS YOU TONS! Love you too! XOXOs.
Liping: HELLO to you too! (:
Xuefang: haha, i also can't seem to find it anymore too. hahas~ saw your skin. you wan my skin is it? you wan i can send you the codes on msn. X=
LUANA: LULU! ok, will relink you today. sorry for the late relinking. haha!
ïmpεrfëctsàndy: hahas~ yeps, it's ugly. but my fringe is like growing very fast! ): yea, i'm a goody! (: huh? since when was i evil towards you. & you're becoming really silent. that time when we webcam, it seems as if idk you any more. )':
Hazel: my dear girl, lazy to reply.. but now i have replied! (:
BlurStar =): no prob at all L.ER XING! (: Something to cheer you up! (:
claudia: haha, who asked you for not tagging along! ROARRR! nxt time tag along, we might change the movie we want to watch. (:
Jaslyn: jas! (: HELLO, thanks for tagging. tag more often. why i hardly see you in school aready? ):
Ace-: ok, will relink you today! (:
BlurStar =): hahas, but still didn't spot it. change it to some other colour. cause i'm LOK KOK, so my eyes have prob. can't see. HAHAHAHAH!!
luminn: hahas, ok. i will. thanks for you care & concern. (:
Jaslyn: JAS! wow, 2nd tag from you. ok, i will try my best ok. (:
BlurStar =): hahas, it's nice. i agree with you. YOU TAGGED ME DURING F&N. (: tomorrow i shall do the same. haha!
claudia: wahh, you're a great person man! you said it, you will do it. Come and view my blog definally will leave a tag. i wish everyone will do that too... will tag you right back too! (:











No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done

Monday, March 30, 2009

perhaps, i'm just not what i seem i am

SLEEPYHEAD,

♥ You're little words, really does touch my heart.
My dear friend, Kelley.
Thanks a lot for all you have done, especially last year...
Despite that rough times we had, and the major scolding i gotten from you.
You're a real good friend.










Saw those short messages in Kelley's blog... well... I'm dumbfounded & touched at the same time.
I guess, people will think: ''why just a short paragraph from her and you will be touched?''
Cause, I'm the touchy feely kinda person you see. Haiz~ now i'm thinking again...
AHHHH, SOCIAL STUDIES, SO I BETTER NOT THINK!

Haiz~ oh well... MY GIRLF(s) to the max yo!!



idk why but i still have that emotion for you,
(just another 1 week, it's been 2 mths since we broke up.)
and it isn't fading yet increasing by day...
What if, one day i was falling head over heels over you once again?

Those little voices in my head,
SHUT UP!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear


Cheng Yao; 撑腰
I got so insane that i wanted to try what lzx did for his cheng yao mv

Yesterday want back to school for English. Yeps, finished my English weekend work! (: I have to study for vocab. test today, finish up maths, do grammar book as well as do maths assessments. (I have it all planned out) Tuesday having s.s test & Thursday geog test. D: Tomorrow have to go back to school. Awww, bummed! :/ After English did something before heading home to change my top and headed to mac with Kelley to meet nesli & claudia at mac. Met up with nes lau and headed to mac to get out lunch.

Call kf to watch movie with us as well. Xy went home to change & had her lunch before meeting us. After finishing out food, we headed to PS, Cathay to get tickets. We actually wanted tickets for 'Mall Cop' but ended up watching 'Confessions Of A Shopaholic'. Omg, i have so many movies i want to watch. Mall cop, hotels for dogs & Detroit metal city. I saw an advert, a movie about ♥JONAS BROTHERSSSSSSSSSS! GAH GAH !! I want to watch it, but it will only show on 9 April. (on 9 April, 3 more months till my birthday) We were still very early, so walked around before heading up.

We went to different shops in The Cathy. THE MOVIE WAS NICE, despite the rating my dad told me on the phone (2/5). I still liked it, i bet my mum really wants to watch it. Ha ha. There were a few funny scenes and there were some sad parts that i felt like crying. Perhaps, only a tear near the eye. It's a movie that i will totally watch again, cause i love the soundtrack A LOT! After the movie, Kelley left cause she had tuition. While i shop for my tee. Kf left as well, while i continue to look with nes lau & xy. I still couldn't find one. After that got something and left. Slacked with xy till 9pm.

Today, later going to make new specs! :D Cause my sis and i were complaining about why both my parents can make a new ones, while we can't when i wanted to get a new pair last year in Hong Kong! My mum got a coach while my dad got a Mont Blanc! ROARRRR! ): So later my sis and i will be getting a new one! YES! Going to eat lunch outside.

OK, ending here. I'm very sleepy, cause tuition canceled and i woke up quite early.

Toodles!







I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear

Friday, March 27, 2009

But it's always gonna come right back to this

TODAY'S 27!
1 year & 8/9/10 months yo! (:
Love you, Lok Feng Feng!
Take care too alright, heard you ain't feeling well. ):

Today was a blast!! :D Early in the morning did duty, after that the whole school had to do stretches, girlf(s) and i had a fun doing it! Cause we did it our way, our style. And laughed at what we did. (: Our class, a majority of them, wore our class tee. And some of the teachers who taught our class who bought the tee also wore it. (: At first pretty weird, but slowly got used to it and it wasn't that bad. Hahas~ after that geog and Chinese. RECESS, well it was erm.... for me to know you and you to find out(!) Chem & English. After school went home to put some stuff, met up with kelley & xy and went to superstar corner.

Bought the stuff we wanted, headed back to school cause we had guides, cailin called me. So headed to 5n2 & look for her and ended up xy, Kelley, huiting & me sat inside until the start of guides. We stayed there and chat and i suggested that we took pictures since we're wearing our class tee. Thanks nandini(?) for being the photographer. (: We also called siren (you can try guessing who is that) to join in too. (: After that headed for guides, idk what happened to my fellow sec 5 guides extremely photo-ish today. Kept taking photos with each other, especially peiru & siren, they kept requesting.

Today's guides, after so long being a sec 5.. today we're damn endu! REALLY EXHAUSTING TODAY! Till the ending parts (gadgets) we were too exhausted to even bother to teach them. X= All of us were hiding in 5N1. HAHA! x= 4.30+ Kelley & xu came looking for us, we left school together after singing taps. Peiru, jiali & me headed to mac to eat before heading to my house. We chat a lot! And while slacking below my house we saw ____(!) cycled pass. (A big hint there) I was actually sitting at the ledge, & i happened to turn & saw ____(!) Immediately, i jumped down and hide. x= I wonder ____(!) saw me, perhaps, perhaps not.

Peiru & jiali, both waved goodbye. While i hide. x= It still feels awkward, although i don't hate him anymore. We continued to sit and chat (under my block) till 7+, peiru & jiali left. I went back home & i'm still blogging! (it's like 8.53pm now!) So many pictures to upload you see. 9pm gonna watch my show, tomorrow is a hectic day. Spending most of my time in school. 10am-2pm (EL!) 2pm-5pm (MATHS!). Sunday, chem & physics tuition! OMG, MY TUITION HOMEWORK!
(HOPING, GIRLF(s) will want to watch Mall cop tomorrow!)

Bummers. ):
Ending here, toodles.
SHOW, SHOW, SHOW! (:

I MY FELLOW GUIDES!
I guess i will miss you guys lots after graduation! ):
Had fun with you guys today, such a waste stead isn't here!
Miss you! ):



- PICTURES! (:
















- there's a picture you ought to see, my first time, i piggy back peiru! (:
- see the 2nd picture from the top, it's the ledge i sat on that i saw ____(!)
- one candid picture of NADINI(?)
- Wow, peiru is lucky to have 2 ladies to carry her in that manner ( you know when you when someone gets married the husband will carry the wife in that manner)
- GROUP PICTURE WITH GUIDES & GIRLF(s)!























I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is... broken