HELL IS STILL HELL

I should be getting used to life in school right?????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! YOU'RE WRONG.

I'm back to my 1.1emotional self! I seriously, do not know how to endure the 17 more weeks before the next 1 month break!!! School work is MAD insane, just even when I thought... oh it should be alright. FML. NOW ALL IN MY HEAD IS WT_ IS THIS. HOW THE HECK DO I DO THIS. I HATE CHANGES. DAMN, I've to endure 2 months before a short 2 weeks break. Oh dear, please come ASAP!!!! ):

Now I shall go back to my corner and weep in dispare.

Idk how to survive 2.2!! It's the first day and it's A NIGHTMARE!

Officially A Jr. Tomorrow

Today's the last day of MY HOLIDAYS *weeps*. Sucks. Pretty Much.

Why ??????? After school reopens = HORRIFYING LIFE and LOADS OF STRESS!!

To end my holiday, I shall blog about the things I did and keep in here as a part of my memory. Good idea? I also did an armature picture on some of the outing pictures I look with my best buds when we were out + night jog.

For me this holiday was rather useful. I did loads of stuff. From house work to going to places I wanna go. HERE, shall list them:

• mop the floor in my house
• vaccum the floor in my house
• packed my bedside table
• packed the books in my room
• packed my cupboard
• packed my closet and the clothes rack in my room
• night jogging once a week/twice a week
• USS
• Marina Barrage
• Mind Cafe
• Shopping (ahh, TOPSHOP)
• TON
• Movie Screening
• Work at an event
• etc.....

I enjoyed my holiday with those gatherings, outings, interviews, packing, cleaning and of course my home time with the english dramas and movies. I can't wait for the next holiday to enjoy all the things once again. This up coming semster, I really have to change all that I've did last semster!! I hope things will be alright in the upcoming semster. It's gonna get pretty tough, since 1.2 is HORRIFYING. I believe I will be able to tackle everything!! (:

Alright, have to pack my stuff and prepare for school tomorrow.

Hope to blog soon too.

Toodles!

I My Me Mine,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THE PICTURES!!!

I've finally totally gotten my BIG BANG SE Album!!! (:

Add on to the amazing news is that I've gotten TOP's card which is rightfully my sis ones. Hopefully she can't trade it! Hope her friends doesn't get TAEYANG!! PLEASE!!

Today's awesome just awesome, because my TOMS order has been confirmed & of course BIGBANG's album as well! Now I'm waiting for it to arrive in around 3 weeks times ( ahhh, longgggg ): ) I've sometime else on my list, BIRKENSTOCK!! Wanna get one so that I can share with my mummy. However, I've spend so much this month so maybe I'll wait till I've enough real soon. I also wanna get a few TOPSHOP pieces, so have to keep Birkenstock on my list for awhile. ):

Alright, enough of my wants.

Gonna watch tele now. BYE.

Tragedy

This isn't my first or second, or third.

BUT MY 26892744 TIME SAYING....

When school starts, I'm gonna face a serious tragedy.

This time, Idk what I'm up for. Not forgetting I have this STRONG feeling growing inside of me: I'm gonna end up doing the same thing as I did in 1.1!!

I'm starting to get REALLYYYYYYYY worried about what I've to face now. Especially after what I saw. FML.BIG.TIME.

Heart to Heart,

(Credits to ashleymackenroe)

MY.CURRENT.OBSESSION = TOMS.
(I know it was popular for quite sometime, but I want it because it looks really comfy)

So I'm gonna try getting my hands on one pair of TOMS shoes, a classic one. I actually like the one in the picture too!!! Tomorrow gonna try my luck at Pedder Red. Check them out and try them, see if it looks alright on me. I really hope it looks nice on me, cause I REALLY WANT A PAIR OF THESE!

Since Korean Music Wave 2011 has disclosed their cost for their tickets, I really might be giving up on the concert and more determind to get my hands on the shoes. LOOK. What's the point of buying the tickets and see ants. 300SGD for the ticket? YOU MAD? Totally not worth, despite me owning a DSLR now. The shoes are also sold for a good cause. ONE FOR ONE.

Now I hope it will look alright and won't cost so much so I can really get my hands on the shoe. *prays hard* !!

After purchasing this, I need a bag. I've been looking for a new bag too, BACKPACK, for school. I want to change my current one. Got holes in them. ):

AHHHH, SCHOOL IS GONNA OPEN SOON. NEXT WEEK. AHHH!!

It's annual,

FINALLY, I GOT TO MEET UP WITH MY AWESOME FOLKS (The 7! + Chooi Tene) BEFORE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS COME TO AN END. This is also sort of a "welcome home, Claudia" celebration too since we have not seen her for a MONTH! A WHOLE MONTH!!!

As usual, they headed to my house for a steamboat. Something was different this time round. We had movie screening!! Plug in laptop and play on TV kind though. HAHA. Not all were interested in the movies though, 3 of them were *ahem* gambling. :P

Of all things I enjoyed most were the spamming of pictures! HAHA, some people went mad. MAD. No kid. It felt more fun with this craziness. Somehow, I felt this was different. Really different. I don't know what I felt, but sometimes my heart just feel weird. :X Whatever it is, everyone had their fair share of joy today yea?

I don't expect things to remain the same, somehow things will DEFINITELY change as time pass. Well at lease we'd make the effort to meet up, gather together and hang. Better then nothing. I'm just glad at least I have this bunch of people I really can be myself around them. (:

More pictures on FB by the way. (:

Toodles.

*ps: blogging a lot recently, but I'll be cutting down once school start. Lazy is one of the excuses. :P I might have a post before school start. See how life goes. (:

I hate this love song,

HERE'S SOMETHING I DID OVER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME DUE TO PROCRASTINATION.(rather long to me, cause I take a day to finish up a wallpaper)

I did the first version, and it kinda sucked. I don't know what came to me today and I totally was able to finish it within awhile and get this outcome! (:

I love how it turned out. I love the bubble, it was not planned. The heart was all sudden, cause I can't see the heart brush. HAHAHA!!

Alright, I wanna watch my movie. So many to watch. (:

Blowing good?

I won't be lazy no more!

See the 2 pictures above? The first: not blown dry The second: blown dry.

See the difference (i know the black shirt one can't really be seen but at least you can see how it curls to the left in the picture) See my hair is annoying. That's why now I've got a hair dryer to blow dry my hair to get the nice after cut shape!! HAVE TO NO CHOICE. If not I look like crap with my current hair. It's almost a week with this hair and I only love my FRINGE!! :X

Alright, I'm so gonna be late!! Meeting claudia soon for lunch!! YUM!! :D

Fresh??

TODAY'S INSANE. SERIOUSLY INSANE.

LOOK.

YES,  I got my hair snip snip snip into the bin. I wanted something else, but it is really hard to maintain. Even worst than this. This current hair style needs to be blown dry though. SIGH. But as a lazy person, I won't blow dry my hair! hehehe! BUT I HAVE TO, CAUSE IT WILL LOOK LIKE CRAP! :/

I kinda hate this hairstyle cause it's so GIRLYYYYYYYYY. I guess I need time. I'm the kind of girl who doesn't like girl girl hairstyles. In fact I prefer the emo/punk hairstyle or those middle length layered hairstyle. SIGH. Oh well, hack. At least I got a heavy load off my sholderrrrrrrrrrrr! So what do you think??????

This is my new pencil box. MAN, have been looking for one for the longest hour. Now I finally gotten what I wanted. Whee, motivation. xD !! I love the owls, so first time I saw it I was: "YES, FINALLY!! TOTALLY WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR!!" And for my nail colour, it is one of the nail lacquer Cally purchased for me. I've not really applied it properly, cause I can't do the right handdddddd!

Alright, enough of my unless crappy blogging today which makes no sense because of the not in the mood to blog but want to blog feeling. HAHA. Gonna eat my .......

N O W!! B Y E!!

From boys to men,

FIRST PERFORMANCE (on inkigayo) OF THEIR SPECIAL ALBUM!! (:

Update more later- GONNA GO RUNNING WITH NURSSY, maybe doing a picture for the boys later to be uploaded here. Tomorrow have to get started with Cally's wallpaper too!

Love song,

Did the picture above for Agnes's Google chrome theme. It's really simple, but I stared at it for the LONGEST TIME!!! I guess at times when ideas do not flow, it won't. I'm not totally in love with this piece of work but the pictures are cute! My mum said this looks happy compared to mine. ><

Screen shot of nes google chrome theme:

HA HA, recently have been doing so much BIGBANG. Gonna create a wallpaper for Cally too. Need to relax and get into the flow, if not calling for another piece of work I don't really love and feeling guilty toward my babes. ):

Alright, going to do my nails! :D Got 2 new bottles of OPI Nail Lacquer, Cally helped me purchased it!

Baby don't cry

I'm hooked on using the new BIGBANG SE ALBUM pictures to create such pictures! Here's a little quote from the lyrics. It's not very meaningful though but I believe BIGBANG wants us to remember their songs forever.

#stupidlovesong,

Do I have to say more?

Hehe! (:

5 years, AND an another 5 more

BIGBANG SIGNS A CONTRACT TO BE IN YG FOR ANOTHER 5 YEARRRRRRRRS!

Just nice I wanted to create a google chrome big bang theme. The picture above is actually the background for the theme, but since they renew their contract for another 5 year, THIS IS FOR THE BOYSSSSSSSSS! (:

I took a few hours to finish my theme. It's not perfect as it's my first time doing a theme for chrome. I think I'm gonna officially switch to google chrome. So here's a few screen shot of the amateur google chrome theme I made:

Still trying to solve some problems though.

Have to go to school laterrrrrrrrr!! So ending here. Ciao~

You’re haunted by yesterday and still sore from the fall,

It's me all over again.
I've been blogging quite alot recently. I just love how my post end up at the on of the day on my layout. Any way, the picture above is something I did due to my undying love from T.O.P's rap in cafe. It's not great, but something simple. I want to do a better piece with a new quote from "Stupid Liar" or "Love Song". This is how much I love my BIGBANG boys!
I think I'm keeping it short today.

The briefing turn out really well. REALLY. WELL. :/ It's still not my thing being alone. I still love abit of company. Not much, but a few and I'd feel better. I guess there's always a first. Now I'm freaked for the 13th (THANK GOD, it's only a day!!) Doing badge check at MBS in formal. T___T No problems faced pleaseeeeeee~  Whatever! Don't want to get insomina with this in my head! Ending this topic.
YAYS, in an hour plus or so it's D-DAY 2! Excited for the release of the album, than comeback stage and the mv release! :D

Alright, I'm signing off now. Gonna find some movies to take my mind off today. It just scares me!

Tata!

A woman is leaving, though a guy is singing for her…

 3 MORE DAYS TO D-DAY!

D-DAY OF THE RELEASE OF BIG BANG's SPECIAL ALBUM!

Hi there folks,

here I am blogging at wee hours of the night (inspiration gain from the day? lol?) as usual. I'm feeling 2 kinds of emotions now: FREAKED & EXCITED!

Freaked: Going to go for the briefing all alone tomorrow for this event coming soon. Well, it's something I've never did in my life before, so yea, kinda freaking big time about tomorrow and hesitant. I'm introvert and all you see. But this is a good experience, trying to break away from my comfort zone. So ya, hoping every thing's gonna work out fine. WISH ME LUCK!

Excited: I was kinda worried about it at first, but now all is good! I thought I had some problem with my order, but not it's alright! I just received my email for the payment! HELL YEAH! I know worried over a ridiculous order for BIG BANG's album to some, but it's my wish to get a BIG BANG album alright! It's so exciting to open one of their album listen to their voices. HAHAH,  I know I'm one heck of a fan, but I believe VIPs all feel the same way... excited about their album! I think it's a blessing in disguise. I almost got their 4th mini album but hesitated cause the songs are so little. I'm glad I did stop that decision. I felt kinda guilty for not ordering an album to support them to reach the top in the charts. Now I have all the reasons in the world to feel like a good VIP. xD Crazy FAN GIRL MUCH? :P

I just love blogging, since I don't really have anyone to pour out on such stuff and mixed emotions. (Stuff that aren't really important) Any way, learnt a lot from a show. I think rather of secrets pulling people closer, people are torn apart. Certain things are best kept to ourselves.

Alright then, that's all for tonight. Shall blog about me conquering my fears going to some place alone I'd die if I knew no one. Having an early one tonight after finishing episode 19 of "Pretty Little Liars".

Goodbye ^___^

Life from another side of the universe ,

21 MORE DAYS BEFORE SCHOOL START.

I'm blogging all my mixed emotions here. It's like the anxiety doesn't fade. Well basically I've this problem all my life (poly life) - school holidays left 20 days/less than a month I scream insomnia, worried and spell horrifying thoughts in my head. I'm not happy with such anxiety of mine. See, with THIS it hinders loads of stuff - school and living my life to the fullest.

Sometimes I feel so stuffed up. I'm like running a long race that I don't know what I am running for. If not I'm just running too fast getting all exhausted. I really could use a little SG get away or a little air breather in some resort or stress free location. I just got too much on my plate to handle. Maybe I need to find a motivation for myself again.  (Perhaps she's right, having a BF is a real good motivation. Oh yeah, PLEASE it's hard to come by. No kid. :/ )

Basically that's it. LIFE. Fast phased. No time. Anxieties. Unpredicted situations. Oh yeah, MAYBE, partially worried about work. Totally working alone on - FOREVERALONE. T_T So yea, all cramped up inside made me feel like blogging.

OK, I better get some sleep.. LATE.. & it's also because my head is kinda killing me!
( p/s: Pretty Little Liar is nice. How I love American TV series :D )

NIGHTS~

Stupid Liar

It's has been a long time since I blogged!

Finally changed my layout for my blog (stuck to the same layout for a year +). Anw, I'm gonna try blogging more often now since I've a new layout! (OH, I LOVE MY BANNER!!) Ok, blog later! Gonna go running with nurssy soon!! (:

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Met up with the girl above on thursday. Went to MIND Cafe @ Tamp. Safra. Had fun with her and ken's friends. Really had fun playing over there. Head to J8 aftermath and accompany her to wait for her friend to go for her meeting for some competition.

Since I have nothing to blog I'll blog another day!

p/s: Sigh, GOING TO GO FOR QING MING TOMORROW. FOREST/JUNGLE/WHATEVER IT IS. ): I don't mind going bishan to see my grandma, but going to the forest is yucky! && EARLY MORNING SUCKS! ):