The last day of 2010...

Yet again, the year is coming to an end. It's a year where I'm rather alone most of my life.

This year has been easy and relaxing in the first 1/4 of the year (I didn't go out to work for during the transition break from secondary school to poly) , however it was also a really tough and horrible one in the second 1/4 of the year. Not used to the poly life, not used to not knowing where I am going, really emotional and it was really tough to overcome my frets and emotions. I'm very regretful to say that the last 1/4 of the year wasn't really smooth going as well. I took loads of things for granted. Like how I should be putting me 100% in everything I am doing, but I'm really tired of ALL the shit in school, from work and such! ): I hate myself so much for being a dickhead and being complacent too.

I also hate how the ending of 2010 time management is like shit, everything was just a big mess and I started losing my direction when I was heading to at the beginning of the race. I guess loads of people has overtaken me, I can regret cry and wallow in self pity, but it doesn't change anything. I also want to apologise for not putting my 100% when it comes to spiritual events. ant

This year there wasn't really much interesting things that made my life really awesome, but I really hope in year 2011 there will be a change of events. My wishes in 2010 can it all come true pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee! I really hope it's possible. My life really depends on it! ):

May 2011 be a year as amazing as this and enjoyable one too. I want to be able to pass all these difficult times in my life and start the brand new year with changing all the bad points I have in year 2010, continue to get good grades, good health and be with my beloved ones.

HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR TO MY BLOG READERS!! (:
May god bless you! Have an amazing and fruitful 2011 too!!




Had the last meeting with the awesome friends of mine last night!! I love how everyone are still making the effort to hang out together before the year comes to an end!! I really enjoyed the end of 2010!! And my wish to have the 7 all gathering together came true before the year closes!! ^^

Oh yea, to my 2 birthday girls: HAPPY BIRTHDAY & I HOPE YOU HAD AN AMAZING DAY YESTERDAY TILL THIS MORNING. May the new year bring in good fortune and amazing new events that adds colour to your life. HAPPY 18TH BABES! <3

Here's a picture to end the year with! Bye! ^^

The the season to be jolly

HEY ALL THE FOLKS OUT THERE, MERRY X'MAS!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY IS JESUS TOO!! ^^

Have an amazing 2010 christmas with the people you love & god bless you all! Another 6 more days till a brand new year!! May the year 2011 be a one full or greatness and awesome times. HOPE you have a great 2011 yea!!! Well set your resolutions before the start of 2011!!

Oh yeah met with PDP peeps on the 23rd. Watched TRON and had dinner at Marche. Awesome gathering (well, didn't talk much but still) and have an amazing time snapping pictures of those guys. It has been a longgggggggggggg time. Really longggggggggggggg one. Time really pass super fast.



Shall blog an entry on the 31st, to mark the ending of 2010. Making this as my usual rountine. (:

CIAOS~

I've been waiting on the sunset

Yo wassup folks! L O to the R A I N E here! (:

I'm feeling slightly happier now. Partially it's because I've been trying to find ways to run away from all that is running in my head. I've found it! And surprisingly it's working out fine as well! Credits also goes to my awesome buddies who have been around my like forever in my life. They have made my world a better place for me to live in. So yea, my life is SLIGHTLY happier now. HOWEVER it's not totally happy going yet!!!!!!!! When schools in, all hell is gonna break lose. So get the hint? I'll be back emo-ing like $%#$%^ and spam words like "SCREW", "DAMN" and other words that are so gonna get my ass kicked by my dad.

Anwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............................

I'VE GOTTEN MY NEW "TOY" LAST WEEK!!!!!!!!!

With love from my parents ( partly because of my bugging I guess they were irritated by it and have no choice to succumb to get me what I want. MUHAHAHAHA! xD I'm a bad child and an annoying one to them I guess. HAHAHAHA! ) So these are what I've been playing around so far, doing these animation with shutter shot. ENJOY and LAUGH while you can before all the emo post covers it all up again. HOHOHO...

Gonna meet up with ma PDP folks yo tomorrow~ was hesitant, but yea... it's like a 1 year once event which is hard to come by so I have to go.

Oh yea, 2 more days till X'mas! MERRY X'MAS FOLKS AND MAY THE DAY BE AN AWESOME ONE WITH AMAZING FOLKS~ God Bless!

Bye.
song of the week: EVERYDAY + KEEP YOUR HEAD UP.
Awesome ones! (:

Walk Away When Sparks Fly,

Looking at my blog, seeing how it's becoming more demoralising and stuff is breaking me.
I decided to create one that isn't that sad and emotional, well slightly livelier. Sad to say, I've lost the touch for blogging happy stuff. Only emotional events keep poping in when I look at my blog. Sad much huh? :/ After all the link says all... BROKEN-guitarstrings. Ok, feeling slightly better and have a tint of happiness now.

I'm so sad. My chances of getting a Nikon was so close. I guess I wan't fated to get the Nikon today. I'll get you soon one day. I will! (: My life is just fast pased, school and stuff. So glad that I've the opportunity to meet up with some of the awesome folks in my life. This holiday really took time to slow down my pase a little and look on the bright side to get inspired, get some air breather. I did some season giving with CLAUDIA & LAU! Bought some goodies for the7 and give them as chirstmas present. Snacks as usual.

I've added loads of things on my list. Materialistic items. My daddy's gonna cry. keke. I really wish I can just sit down and look at the sceneary. *ok, random much*

I hate how I say something & don't mean it after awhile. I did make my stand. Just that ..... sigh...... : / Forget it. I don't anitcipate. I just leave it there. We're just merely... I know where I stand. I just really enjoy talking to you. That's all it is. Nothing more. However, no more. When I don't wish for & really hope you don't, you do. When I hope, it's never coming true. Lets forgo everything. Stop thinking, stop waiting, stop getting all happy when it happens. :/ Lau is so gonna kill me if she see this. DOOMED.

Ok, bye folks! :D

Where did it go?

So depressed..
I've no drive to continue. Sighhh.
I hate where I am, HELL YEAH.
I know when it all comes back it will be definitely be screwed up.
How am I suppose to continue??

HOW HOW HOW?!?!

I'm so demoralised.

Defeated. 100% defeated.

I took a step back,

Retracing my steps till the moments I'm not bothered with all the uneccessary crap. It's tough, but I've a strong will. Thanks to it, I was able to make things possible! I'm glad everything is changing again. (:

Sometimes life just seems like chapters of goodbyes....

I need my holidays to be alone and find myself again....

I NEED MY HOLIDAY TO RELAX TOO, but.... I'VE TONS OF PROJECT TO FINISH! ):
1 more week of school & 2 days of exams before HOLLAAAAA... my holidays.
Can't wait for SASA to comeback, meet up with some pdp folks and of course hang out with the 7 ( I just realised it always 5 of us, next time the 5 will do :/ ) as well! ENDURE MORE, AND I REALLY DO HOPE PERSEVERANCE DO PAY OFF AT THE END OF THE DAY!



I've this feeling ... I'll screw up term 1 again.