Cuteness overload!

PHONE COMING SOON IN 2012...

So for now leave you with my cover cuteness

(yes, I bought this without my phone first cause its so darn cute to resist!)

The bigger you are the harder you fall.

Thanks KARMIN for this awesome song.
Yes I didn't share it the other time cause I only find the song catchy, but now ... THE LYRICS ARE LIKE GAH AMAZING! Hahah, KISS MY OH MY GAH! xD




" You think you're the star of the show, but I'm about to let you know I'm here to crash your party. You're so misunderstood, cause you're so complex. And you claim you're so low key Well you coulda fooled me, mister TMZ! "

"THERE'S NO ROOM IN MY LIFE FOR AN EGO YOUR SIZE!"

dying soon

NIGHTMARE TOMORROW. INP PRACIAL TEST. I'M SO FREAKING DOOMED!!! T_T
I TOTALLY FORGOT EVERY THING ABOUT PROGRAMMING.

JUST HOPE TO PASS. PLEASE GODS!!!
HELP ME TO JUST GET A PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Jar of hearts

人生的意义去了哪裡？

It's too late now to put out the fire...

我想念那个有自信的我...

现在的我是不是很令人讨厌？

好希望那个真正快乐的我能回来...

_l_

WHAT SHIT!!!

THE MORE OPTIMISTIC THE MORE FUCK UP IT GETS. 

FORGET  ABOUT ME TRYING TO CHANGE EVERYTHING, I'M NO LONGER BEING OPTIMISTIC AND BACK TO BEING EMO AND PESSIMISTIC ALL OVER AGAIN. PFFFFFT!!!!


!#$@#$@#$@#$@#$@#$@# @#$@$^%^*(&^*!@#!#&^$^*(&()&%^*$%^@#$

ASDSFDHWETWRWEFTRWETRWEVFASDGJAKN XCWPWEI!!!

I almost lost it

I forgot my purpose in life.   I left myself rotting in my own denial, finding all ways to escape the issues and things I have to do.T_T I really hate my life right now. Escaping reality, hiding at home from the outside world. Yes even going to school is a chore and makes me feel like tearing badly. I have no motivation to move towards my target I am looking for but slacking and complaining, finding all the excuses to lay off everything I have to do.

The picture ABOVE gave me a wake up call.

I am doing it for myself and my family. I don't want to go through the 6 years of hell and the horrible look down from people. I am smart than people think I am. I can do it despite those people are in university in some foreign country. YOU CAN BE LIKE THEM. Just another 4 more week and 2 weeks of holidays till the next 8 weeks to endure. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!

So... STOP SCREWING YOUR LIFE UP LORRAINE!!! BLOODY WAKE UP.

Stormy sky

I knew it, somethings are too good to be true.
I shouldn't mention it at all.
It's like a curse.
I can get back up even though life is such a bitch to me.
I am Invincible! 
Yes, no one is ever going to pull me down, even my own emo-ness.
Is just another less than 1 and 1/2 years.
I CAN, I WILL, I MUST DO THIS.
Hopefully hello australia for further studies after a Diploma.



THANK GOD TOMORROW'S FRIDAYYYY! (:

ok bye.

I screwed my life.

STOP PROCRASTINATING.

Damn, good bye my dear grades at the rate I am going. 

Remember the good times,

First and foremost...

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE BOYS (my dearest B TO THE I TO THE G, B TO THE A.N.G = BIG BANG YO!) FOR WINNING Best Worldwide Category AT THE MTV EMA!!

11.06.11 THE BOYS BACK ON STAGE AS 5 AFTER THE DIFFICULTY FACED!

I am only here for this ...................................

Have been inspired by some image congratulating the boys on their MTV GMA win. I guess this is what you can say when you are happy you will be inspired and you do the best things. (Sorry boys, I didn't do a congraulation picture of you guys based on your EMA picture.)

So yeps, I did this wallpaper that includes a definition of  BEST FRIEND, but I changed it to FRIENDS! (: Hope my lovely 7! love this little something something I made to cheer on everyone who is feeling in the 7! I am also going to share the song that I supposedly want to keep for a home-made video collage, but oh well since I made this wallpaper.. I am going to share it now. (:

Okie dokie, ending here.

NIGHTS YA'LL!

back to back

In life the good things comes in little packages,

I have been pretty depressed lately. In fact super depressed and a total wreak, escaping from everything in the world including meeting my friends.

Since Halloween was yesterday in Singapore, 2 of my besties and I made a little small gift for them. Met them when they return back from their mini gathering. After that I walked back with them and we chat a bit on my current miserable life. Thanks for opening up another path for me. (:

Besides that I know I cried like the showers yesterday before school and mummy was home. I didn't manage to see her until later in the evening. So she gave me a hug which I needed the most. At that moment I felt so enlightened, cause that day I really needed a hug from someone. But I also know she felt sad seeing me suffer like that.

Hence an inspired note to god:

Although since birth I have been suffering so much, because of my previous karma. But  despite all this suffering you gave me, you still left me a supportive and loving family and a group of amazing friends. Thank god for blessing me with these people in my life. I love all of them dearlyyyyy!!(':

Yep, So this sums up my October in school. What I can say it is sort of a great ending to my horrid month with the shower of love. Please maintain this kind of relationship with me November.