The last day of 2010...

Yet again, the year is coming to an end. It's a year where I'm rather alone most of my life.

This year has been easy and relaxing in the first 1/4 of the year (I didn't go out to work for during the transition break from secondary school to poly) , however it was also a really tough and horrible one in the second 1/4 of the year. Not used to the poly life, not used to not knowing where I am going, really emotional and it was really tough to overcome my frets and emotions. I'm very regretful to say that the last 1/4 of the year wasn't really smooth going as well. I took loads of things for granted. Like how I should be putting me 100% in everything I am doing, but I'm really tired of ALL the shit in school, from work and such! ): I hate myself so much for being a dickhead and being complacent too.

I also hate how the ending of 2010 time management is like shit, everything was just a big mess and I started losing my direction when I was heading to at the beginning of the race. I guess loads of people has overtaken me, I can regret cry and wallow in self pity, but it doesn't change anything. I also want to apologise for not putting my 100% when it comes to spiritual events. ant

This year there wasn't really much interesting things that made my life really awesome, but I really hope in year 2011 there will be a change of events. My wishes in 2010 can it all come true pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee! I really hope it's possible. My life really depends on it! ):

May 2011 be a year as amazing as this and enjoyable one too. I want to be able to pass all these difficult times in my life and start the brand new year with changing all the bad points I have in year 2010, continue to get good grades, good health and be with my beloved ones.

HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR TO MY BLOG READERS!! (:
May god bless you! Have an amazing and fruitful 2011 too!!




Had the last meeting with the awesome friends of mine last night!! I love how everyone are still making the effort to hang out together before the year comes to an end!! I really enjoyed the end of 2010!! And my wish to have the 7 all gathering together came true before the year closes!! ^^

Oh yea, to my 2 birthday girls: HAPPY BIRTHDAY & I HOPE YOU HAD AN AMAZING DAY YESTERDAY TILL THIS MORNING. May the new year bring in good fortune and amazing new events that adds colour to your life. HAPPY 18TH BABES! <3

Here's a picture to end the year with! Bye! ^^

The the season to be jolly

HEY ALL THE FOLKS OUT THERE, MERRY X'MAS!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY IS JESUS TOO!! ^^

Have an amazing 2010 christmas with the people you love & god bless you all! Another 6 more days till a brand new year!! May the year 2011 be a one full or greatness and awesome times. HOPE you have a great 2011 yea!!! Well set your resolutions before the start of 2011!!

Oh yeah met with PDP peeps on the 23rd. Watched TRON and had dinner at Marche. Awesome gathering (well, didn't talk much but still) and have an amazing time snapping pictures of those guys. It has been a longgggggggggggg time. Really longggggggggggggg one. Time really pass super fast.



Shall blog an entry on the 31st, to mark the ending of 2010. Making this as my usual rountine. (:

CIAOS~

I've been waiting on the sunset

Yo wassup folks! L O to the R A I N E here! (:

I'm feeling slightly happier now. Partially it's because I've been trying to find ways to run away from all that is running in my head. I've found it! And surprisingly it's working out fine as well! Credits also goes to my awesome buddies who have been around my like forever in my life. They have made my world a better place for me to live in. So yea, my life is SLIGHTLY happier now. HOWEVER it's not totally happy going yet!!!!!!!! When schools in, all hell is gonna break lose. So get the hint? I'll be back emo-ing like $%#$%^ and spam words like "SCREW", "DAMN" and other words that are so gonna get my ass kicked by my dad.

Anwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............................

I'VE GOTTEN MY NEW "TOY" LAST WEEK!!!!!!!!!

With love from my parents ( partly because of my bugging I guess they were irritated by it and have no choice to succumb to get me what I want. MUHAHAHAHA! xD I'm a bad child and an annoying one to them I guess. HAHAHAHA! ) So these are what I've been playing around so far, doing these animation with shutter shot. ENJOY and LAUGH while you can before all the emo post covers it all up again. HOHOHO...

Gonna meet up with ma PDP folks yo tomorrow~ was hesitant, but yea... it's like a 1 year once event which is hard to come by so I have to go.

Oh yea, 2 more days till X'mas! MERRY X'MAS FOLKS AND MAY THE DAY BE AN AWESOME ONE WITH AMAZING FOLKS~ God Bless!

Bye.
song of the week: EVERYDAY + KEEP YOUR HEAD UP.
Awesome ones! (:

Walk Away When Sparks Fly,

Looking at my blog, seeing how it's becoming more demoralising and stuff is breaking me.
I decided to create one that isn't that sad and emotional, well slightly livelier. Sad to say, I've lost the touch for blogging happy stuff. Only emotional events keep poping in when I look at my blog. Sad much huh? :/ After all the link says all... BROKEN-guitarstrings. Ok, feeling slightly better and have a tint of happiness now.

I'm so sad. My chances of getting a Nikon was so close. I guess I wan't fated to get the Nikon today. I'll get you soon one day. I will! (: My life is just fast pased, school and stuff. So glad that I've the opportunity to meet up with some of the awesome folks in my life. This holiday really took time to slow down my pase a little and look on the bright side to get inspired, get some air breather. I did some season giving with CLAUDIA & LAU! Bought some goodies for the7 and give them as chirstmas present. Snacks as usual.

I've added loads of things on my list. Materialistic items. My daddy's gonna cry. keke. I really wish I can just sit down and look at the sceneary. *ok, random much*

I hate how I say something & don't mean it after awhile. I did make my stand. Just that ..... sigh...... : / Forget it. I don't anitcipate. I just leave it there. We're just merely... I know where I stand. I just really enjoy talking to you. That's all it is. Nothing more. However, no more. When I don't wish for & really hope you don't, you do. When I hope, it's never coming true. Lets forgo everything. Stop thinking, stop waiting, stop getting all happy when it happens. :/ Lau is so gonna kill me if she see this. DOOMED.

Ok, bye folks! :D

Where did it go?

So depressed..
I've no drive to continue. Sighhh.
I hate where I am, HELL YEAH.
I know when it all comes back it will be definitely be screwed up.
How am I suppose to continue??

HOW HOW HOW?!?!

I'm so demoralised.

Defeated. 100% defeated.

I took a step back,

Retracing my steps till the moments I'm not bothered with all the uneccessary crap. It's tough, but I've a strong will. Thanks to it, I was able to make things possible! I'm glad everything is changing again. (:

Sometimes life just seems like chapters of goodbyes....

I need my holidays to be alone and find myself again....

I NEED MY HOLIDAY TO RELAX TOO, but.... I'VE TONS OF PROJECT TO FINISH! ):
1 more week of school & 2 days of exams before HOLLAAAAA... my holidays.
Can't wait for SASA to comeback, meet up with some pdp folks and of course hang out with the 7 ( I just realised it always 5 of us, next time the 5 will do :/ ) as well! ENDURE MORE, AND I REALLY DO HOPE PERSEVERANCE DO PAY OFF AT THE END OF THE DAY!



I've this feeling ... I'll screw up term 1 again.

Mentally drained..

I'm so drained! It has been happening to me for the past few days. I'm really losing hope. Is it possible to even complete this project? They say it's easy, but it's killing me. I never feel so demoralised when it comes to this. Really... I'm exhausted. Really really really exhausted. D': Can I reach my goal? I really hope I can, cause I won't be able to survive if it doesn't come true. TT_____TT


 DOOM DAYS  ... UNPLEASENT MUCH!



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I made up my mind, before falling deeply and start being all emotional and shit. I'm gonna forgo everything. I'm going to keep my mind at it. I really am tired of feeling jealous, unhappy and sad because of what someone does. It's like my world revolves around the person. I'M NOT THAT KINDA OF GIRL ANY MORE! ONCE IS ENOUGH! NO MORE! GO AWAY EH EH EH EH!! (: Goodbye to the feelings I have and I've to fight in this process. Cause I ain't finding love no more. Wait for it to arrive at my door step. HWAITING!

You don't know what it's like.

I'm trying to look for a person who I can sought to in this horrible time which my head & heart aren't feeling as one, but a mixture of different emotions. I realised it's great to listen to old songs, sometimes these songs has some solution to the feeling you're feeling now.

I really want to know what's going on in your mind, cause I'm hating how I feel towards you and hoping you do the same too. I act as if I can't be bother whenever I see you, but yes in fact I care a lot! I just don't like to show it. I've see loads that crushed me recently, so now I'm on the verge of letting go of the feelings I have towards you. But today I felt like you may be avoiding me or something (maybe I think too much) but I hope it won't be true. It will be good to hear a little from you or a little action so I can decide. If not this post will mark an end to everything. Not going to remember the feelings, letting everything go. Go back to the moment where we're just really friends in good talking terms and merely more. (I really do hope I'll be able to do it)

I'll be deceiving myself

if I'd believe you'll feel the the same way as I do....

WOAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL RELIEVED AFTER TYPING THIS POST! Need not keep everything stuck in my chest. Since I can't find anyone now, blogging it out is the best way. I hope I'm giving an opportunity to change the mistakes I made in the past. Cause I don't want to be that little love obsessed girl who emo all her life. I've just recovered, I don't want to experience it all over again.

I've a test tomorrow, shall get back to it with a load taken off my chest! (:

Things you gotta know...

One Of Us

When you pick yourself up you get kicked to the dirt.

(2 pictures of expression)

I thought I could take an air breather, but yesterday was the day that I realised I need to get back to the mode I've been in the past. I suddenly felt the urge overflowing within me. I started realising I can't seat back thinking that everything is gonna be fine. I can't pretend any longer. All this smiles and stuff, certain days are real, but some other days aren't. Really tired of trying to look good.

All that is happening is really causing me to lose my happiness. I really wish I could hang out really often with people that made my world an awesome one. At least, that's the only factor that adds colour to my life. I'm so tired.... is there any way out if this? I'M REALLY STRESS UP! I'm even losing 1/2 of my life span. I need chill pills and my life!

I need to get out of this hetic life and look at some beautiful things.

Slow down, you're walking too fast. ):

I'm running on empty...

Somehow I knew I'll be stuck in this situation. (it's a matter of time...)
I'm feeling all emotional, even an urge to cry.
I really think that I'm unable to maintain what I've achieved. ):
I know loads of people thinks I'm able to do well, and definitely I don't want to disappoint them.
But my results are forever like a roller coaster....

I really don't know how to carry on.
Seeing everyone around me putting so much effort into their work.
I think I've not been putting much effort as I used too... & I'm starting to feel more lethargic nowadays.
Too much to do, starting lesson as 9am daily.

Everything is not making sense and I feel so demoralised.
I somehow don't feel like studying any longer.... really really exhausted!
I really wish I could just do what I did in year 1.1.. well at least I don't have to face so much more.

What's more with all the teenage stuff.
SERIOUSLY, GET OVER IT... IT'S NOT POSSIBLE... THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE.

Sighhhhhh, I HATE MY LIFE!!!



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I've gotta find some way
To fumble right through this

In the air,

(The picture is for me)

Congrats to the those around me for finding your special ones. ^^
You guys gotta continue staying happy yea?
Don't make relationship a distraction, studies are important.


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Confession to make, I'm no longer fighting my way through to this massing war.
Tired of all this shit!
I'm just going to walk through it, taking things slow.
Why be a gan chiong spider?
I don't work well under pressure, but the opposite.
I really can't be bothered anymore.
Up till now I'm still not done with my work.
I guess people will be thinking, IMPOSSBILE.
But it's real... brain mulfunction.

Dorky, Charismatic and digging the style

#HAPPYT.O.P/TABBI/CHIOSEUNGHYUNDAY!

Today's the day of the guy who means so much to me in my life. He's charismatic, cool and other words that describe this awesome dude! Despite looking all cool and clean, he's a dork behind those looks of his. Rapping is his thing, and doing it with his style. His rapping is what caught me falling head over heels. I'm willing to support him & his group till the end of time. THIS DUDE JUST MAKES ME GO GAHGAH OVER HIM! (:

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY T.O.P!! ^^

Thanks to him, everytime I feel depressed or what sort... his rapping is what made things right.
I hope you have an awesome day today with people you love. I'll try to get my hands on your upcoming album!! T.O.P Daebak!

‎" Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom. " 감사합니다!! ♥

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FOLKS!! ^^

Not going to blog as frequent, too many things to do nowadays.
If I do have time, I shall blog.

Despair,

It feels as if I've loads on my chest to get it off.
I feel everything that is happening in school is really a weird turn.
Should I try looking for my teacher, to get it off my chest to make me feel better?
Should I consult my bestf(s)?

I feel like a tragedy & it's really uncomfortable.
I want to cry out all the sorrow, fear and pain.
I don't want to trouble my friends.
They themself have too much to handle.

I feel really tired with everything. :/

Seriously, I'm back to square one. T_T



WHERE CAN I GO FROM HERE?
I'm lost all over again.

Tragic Tragedy

Hitting back to the books.
School is starting tomorrow. ):
I hope I don't get the pre-school depression/stress/insomnia.
I'm not going to survive school with it.
However, they made things worst. (quarrelling) D:

I hope school goes smoothly. REALLY.

ahhhh, I've not been able to do my post for IMI's blog due to hectic weekend schedule.
KPOP CONCERT & OTHER STUFF. ):

A REALLY BAD START.

I hope I don't cry tomorrow, cause I just realised my tears are back. T_T

It's happening all over again



Trying to run away, find an escape from reality once more.
(Yes, living in TV series for the past few days)
I'm trying to devour my hate and change it to happiness.
It's still not happening.

School pressure, it's getting on me all over again.
I'm starting my question my ability too.
Am I able to handle it?
Am I strong enough to pull through?

I'm feeling like hell.
I need to find my meaning in life all over again.
This time, I'm trying not to confide in anyone.
Don't want to make it feel like I'm a tragedy in the making.



Silly emotions. :/

71 - Into The Fire

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO BBSGVIP FOR THE GALA PREMIERE OF 71 - INTO THE FIRE !!

I was evil enough to make Agnes to go for the movie with me. Ever since I saw a news about Singapore buying the film, I went BERSERK (as in fan crazy) ! Finally gotta catch it before it was in the cinema. Agnes has already watched it online and told me how amazing it was (without spoiling the plot). I was still hesitant. (I hate war movies, never liked the genre) Since T.O.P is inside, why not give this War Movie a try. I've also heard all the positive comments about this movie. So I signed up for the BBSGVIP event.

I GOTTA SURRENDER WITH MY BOTH HANDS UP! I've a confession to make. I'm loving the movie to bits (despite my major bias toward T.O.P)! x3 The respect I've to the 71 student soldiers, incredible! T.O.P acting was awesome as well. No doubt, as shown in the trailer! T.O.P of course was hot, as usual! xD (AGNES  KEPT SAYING SHAUI WHEN IT WAS T.O.P SCENE) HAHAHA. I felt the heart wrenching pain of the soldiers. But I realised how I can't cry as much as last time. (Agnes cried, and people who has already watch it said it was sad too) I guess I used too much tears during the beginning of the year.

Or perhaps, I'm emotional-less. >< Oh well, whatever it is... I still do feel the pain and sorrow but I just can't cry.

Conclusion for today's event: I really love this movie. First and ever war film that has caught my eyes. ^^  I love that hottie above! Simply amazing hot and charismatic T.O.P!! With this movie, I can't wait to see him power rap this Saturday!! See YOU this Saturday hottie!! x3

Now I shall end my post as well.
Annyeong people! ^^

Wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming

Dark days approaching

The picture speaks all,

Speak Now

http://www.formspring.me/RaineKps

*click on the link to go to my formspring ^^
Try asking me questions, but this won't last long.
I created it for fun, if I get sick of it, I'll remove the account.
So yea, play while you can/get questions answered asap. ^^

Toodles,

We can't tell

I guess this is the unwilling to go back to school syndrome all over again.
Feeling like crap, with all that disgusting emotions that  I wish I do not have.
Sigh, when's all this emotions going to end?

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

SCREW LIFE ONCE MORE! ):

Is It Love or Just a craving

I am really inspired to do this entry since I had this little chat with SASA on twitter since yesterday till today.

It started because I watched Koizora, the movie on YouTube yesterday evening. I totally envy Mika for having such a sweet guy - even willing to protect her at all cost. He's just so amazing. However, the ending is just too horrible for an awesome couple like them. The cruel reality of sickness, sighs. I've also realised, I don't want to be involved in a relationship. I just want to have a boyfriend who cares for me, rather. I can name 1000 reasons to why I don't want to be in one. Partially, the after effects of being involved emotional is too hard to handle, as you can see from KOIZORA.
I'm so off the hook now. Done with looking for love, thinking that I'll get mine real soon if I look hard enough and believing as well. Love is just another thing that I'll say ranked 3rd in my life. For now I'll just wait till I've found my Hiro. The guy who is willing to do anything to protect you, and just treats you really well. Ha ha, but after all such stories only happens once in a lifetime. Someday I'll believe in love, believe there's an another guy as thoughtful as Hiro. But this time round may the story be not as depressing as KOIZARO.

I'm a girl after all, who doesn't wish for a happily-ever-after?

We all do.


p/s: Which couple is a sweeter couple?
(I like the Koizara movie one though, but the drama one is cute)

The Movie ^^

The Drama (:

Run, run, run

I woke up REALLY early in the morning on a Saturday,
it was because I was asked by my friend to go and help out for an event. (helping by earning cash as well). Met up with Claudia, Li & Lau at the 7eleven nearest to bss. Took a cab down to Macritchie. I was kinda reluctant to go, cause I didn't get enough sleep the night before. D: Reach the meeting place, got our tees and went to change.

After changing, we stood there waiting for them to allocate our jobs to us. Briefing, Bused to the place we gotta go, rot & did our job. It was super boring when there wasn't any runners. Met up with the other 2 and head back to boon keng. Claudia had to leave early. Cabbed 3 times on that day. I did have fun, and a rather interesting experience.

My brain is 1/2 dead. I wanna watch more dramas. Maybe I might watch Koizora's drama since I watched the movie today.

Bye.

Weekends, Weekdays

" Even though we no longer see each other, we still anticapate such gatherings with each other. "

Last week weekend & this week, I've been rather busy. Have been catching up with loads of my best pals I've know through out the years of my life. There are the groups of people that have been through thick and thin with me. Thanks so much for adding colours into my life. Holidays are great for gatherings & catching up with these awesome people!



The babes from 'The Seven' ( agnes li not in picture D: )
We went to Teo Heng last sat. Sang songs - rewind back with songs that are not called "oldies". Went kpop frenzy. Shopping @ city plaza. Dinner at my house. Made Big Bang's present. More pictures on my facebook. ^^




My primary school BFFs.
First ever experience hanging with 2 couples (yea, I broke my record). Kinda awkward, but it was rather fun cause I've not met this babes for ages! Went to Bugis - chat with yy. Parkway - met yvette, her bf & yy's bf. Dinner. Arcade. Thanks YY for the ice cream treat & KEN for the koi! (:



My fellow BSS Guides
Went Kbox with the girls. Dinner. Esplanade. Walked to Marina Bay Sands and were being chased off. D: I've not met them for a long time. We used to hang out every friday evening, and yes I still miss those times. Yays to the fact that we MIGHT be meeting next tuesday/friday for picnic at Marina Barrage! ^^


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I've done simple sum ups of the events.
More pictures are available on my fb page as usual.

I shall end my post here.
Ciaos peeps.

Am I as strong as I think I am?

Back to thinking what is life to me all over again.
Not forgetting that emotions that comes with it.
However this time I can't cry.

I wish I'm able to cry a river.
At least I wouldn't feel like I'm suffocating.

Why am I dying inside?

Cause none of this was worth the risk

I have to find a way to make my post look & sound better. The limitation of my vocabulary is the hardcore reason to such lifeless post. I apologise. I definitely realised when I'm emo-ing the post also sound way better than how it is now. ><

I'm really bored, while waiting for my drama to load, I decided to blog.
Time passes relatively fast huh? It's the 30th of September now. Tomorrow I'll be stepping into another new month. Starting of  October means going to school real soon. The next semester means working even harder than I've this semester. I really have to keep up that GPA! ):

Going to meet some lovely ladies this weekend. Saturday will be really packed! Tons of things to do. :/ BIGBANG's GIFT & GATHERING. Sunday, will be meeting yy for dinner + church. It's gonna be an awesome weekend ( I sense money depleting again D: ).

I think it's the end of text messages. I also believe it's the end of chatting everyday. Oh well, I shouldn't be too depressed aye? Afterall, it's my own wishful thinking. So gonna forget about it. Ahhhh! (: But sometimes my head will just run a little, you know who's doesn't! :X Somehow, chatting with you is an addiction. No matter what I still have to find a way to get rid of it. I think today we'll not chat, so I shall try getting rid of it today.

Sometimes it's awesome to not tell loads of people about your blog. This way expressing yourself is better. I shall continue keeping it this way. ^^ ESP, you not knowing is still the best!

Alright, my drama is loading properly again.
Ciao peeps!





*p/s: my drama last night was weird.
but my dad came in to my room at the wrong time & after that I just slept without dreaming.
eeks, I want to know what happened! D:

I'll find the piece that i'm missing

H E L L O,
this is a random start but yea, anw i doubt many people will be reading my blog in the first place. So I'll start how I am comfortable with. (:

Yesterday was awesome. Had a bit of reminiscing with Agnes, Claudia and Kwan Foo. Met kf first before meeting lau. After that lau went home & we waited for her before meeting Claudia. It was really interesting to look back and talking about all those stuff. What more we can spill everything now, since it was longgggggggg over. (: Really fun yesterday. Thanks to them, I also got loads of time killed. If it wasn't for them, I guess I would be rotting at home. SERIOUSLY. T_T

Just now I went back to BSS. I was accompanying Claudia. She have to go back to school and teach chem. Since she asked, I shall be a nice friend! (: Tomorrow gonna stay at home & catch GLEE. ^^ Thursday & Friday would be the last 2 episode of MGIAG! T_T Should I catch playful kiss next? Hmmm....

This sat will be a hectic day, gonna finish up the gift for BB &&& going to sing K with my dearest the 7! (well, not all of the but 5, waiting for lau's reply though). Shall blog more after these events.

Bye folks.
Who ever is reading this. :P

Listen to the sound of happiness

(I want to do my nails the same colour as hers, just in pastal blue. Should I go for express?)


Hello folks,

This post was kinda meant for yesterday, but I didn't really know what to blog about. Yesterday, I've gotten back my results! Even after all the paranoid me and funfair I had during the 1.1, I did wayyyyyyyyyyyy better than I expected my results will be. What's best is that I need not go back to school for any SUPP! AWESOME!

I think the past few days have too much good. I feel that the bad will come again soon. After all, life is all about the bad and the good ain't it? With this balance, the world is fair.

I know somethings are too good to be true. Every time I felt like talking to you, you talked to me (which is awesome TTM). Seems like I can't demand too much anyway, you're not doing so now. But ahhhh, whatever yea? Too much good will convert into bad. Getting a fair amount will do. Anw, thanks for chatting to me, just I wanted to. (:

I've been blogging a lot recently, well I think when school reopens it's a different story.

Alright, Toodles.
(sorry for the abrupt ending)

Empire State Of Mind

They say, when you fold paper stars, every star you fold you make a wish and it might come true. (I know the paper crane and the star isn't the same thing but they are made of paper and you gotta fold them.) I wish all my wishes will come true to.......

Later my exam results will be released!! I hope I won't be one of those who will have to go back to school to do that SUPP paper. I think doing a SUPP will only make me super demoralised, which I won't do well too. Cause it will be like "What's the point of supp, when I failed the main ?" T_T I'm praying for the best later. Hope 1.1 can just end in peace, please!!!!!!!! )':

Nes came over just now to do BIG BANG'S present. It was fun, cause the outcome was totally awesome. All the pictures are uploaded on my face book though, so if you want to see how they look like you can check it out there. (: This isn't the end of the present though. The box is not done, and our little heartfelt notes to BIG BANG as well. Now I hope BIG BANG will totally bring it back to Korea. *PRAYS HARD*

There goes the last paragraph again, all for that someone. So glad we chat again, the best part is when I felt like talking to you, you took the first step! AWWWW~ xD Just that today's ending was kinda ... ... T_T AHHHHH~ Oh well, it's ok, at least you talked to me. Too happy over Tuesday's ending though!

Alright, stop all my blah blah blah-ing.
Kbye.

New York, New York

AHHHH, BORED! That's why I decided to blog something. ^^
(At least blogging helps me kill a bit of my time)

My holiday has been pretty alright , I guess. I've been going to school twice in a week (this & the last) for blogger meeting and publicity event. So, my life still revolves around school during the holidays. I hope it won't revolve around school too much. Well, it's all because of SUP PAPER, which I hope I WONT HAVE TO DO IT!! T_T The results will be announced this Friday. So yea, PLEASE BLESS ME GOD!

Yesterday I realised that we've not been really able to talk like how we used to. D: It's always so comfortable talking to you, but all because of my emo-ing last week. This time round, you totally ignore me. T_T Should I count myself lucky? In the end you did talk to me, but for that tiny bit? But it was great to be talking to you. ^^ It was really little, but it's alright I guess. :/ I hope it'll be how we used to, our conversation wise. (:

Tomorrow Lau will be coming over to do some items for our dearest BIG BANG! Going to give it to them on the day of the concert. Hope they'll bring it back to Korea though.

My brain juice just dried out.
So, I've to stop here... another random post.

Speak Now,

I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN, BUT I'VE 0 IDEA!!





I've been REALLY exhausted lately.

Well, from the dreadful experience on Friday and not forgetting a fun and lame one on Saturday night. Sunday, just spending my time watching my HK dramas. So that's my life recently, I just can't wait for the concert though. I still have things to buy for BIG BANG's present which is in progress.  Tomorrow will have to go back to school again for the publicity event again. Well hope everything goes well for me this time round. The other time, holly... emozx.

Idk why am I blogging. It's seems redundant.

Blog more when I've ideas what to blog about.

Maybe I’m a dreamer but I still believe,

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너무너무너무너무 좋아요! ^^

Random post.
I'm so into MGIAG that I'm even addicted to the quote above. SO CUTE!
This hunk is my current eye candy, I can never take my eyes off him. HOLY! xD

Oh TGIF! :D
Yesterday generated loads of IDEAS for BIG BANG's gift. I hope they'll bring it back to korean thought. So being thoughful, not going to make too big if not they are bound to not bring it back to. D: Let see, see how thing goes. If the items are completed I'll snapshot them and post the pictures here. ^^ Tomorrow gonna ton with threesome, I wonder if we're able to chat like mad and ignore the time like on the 31st of december 2009.

Blog another on today's AMAZING (NOT) experience!!!

CIAOs,