Real shit, starting in 3... 2... 1...

HELL SHIT GOT REAL TODAY! And here's a little shout out to make my start a wee bit better.

"I CAN MAKE IT TILL THE END OF YEAR 2.1! I CAN MAKE IT TILL THE END OF YEAR 4! I CAN GRADUATE!"

Well... Hopefully.

Break the tension

I know I can't stay away much from this blog and my predicament is right. I really did try my hardest to stay away especially feeling like crap now. However, I need this post so badly! My mental state is in a total wreak right now, because...

I HAVE A QET TOMORROW AND I KNOW THE POSSIBILITY OF PASSING IS CLOSE TO NONE! (I really hate to admit that..)

I don't need any other people convincing me that I need to be positive, calm and shit. I know my English standards; spelling is atrocious and my content is as kiddish as it can get. Not only that, I have a hard time organising my thoughts whenever I freak out and no amount of deep breathing is going to get rid of that fear flowing in my blood. Besides, I can affirm anyone that I know that I will definitely be freaking the hell out almost every millisecond, second, minute and hour till the test end.

I really do hope I will be able to write something on the piece of paper, else I might as well not turn up and get enrolled in the additional English module that all the candidates who failed will be enrolled in. Right at this moment I am feeling like shit because I can't even get any ideas for a simple sample paper. I might as well have a F.L.U.N.K OR S.C.R.E.W.E.D written in red on the entire paper.

To all the gods-who-are-helping-the-qet-candidates, please bless me by letting me pass (need not be a fantastic pass but an OKAY, NO NEED EL MODULE! pass) so that I don't have to take another module that I am soooo sure might kill me with the amount of modules on my plate. PLEASE GOD. PLEASE.

I really do need a miracle. A FREAKING MIRACLE. ):



//shit just got reaaal with blackboard. i need to pass y2.1 to go to aussie else... i might as well...