Cause none of this was worth the risk

I have to find a way to make my post look & sound better. The limitation of my vocabulary is the hardcore reason to such lifeless post. I apologise. I definitely realised when I'm emo-ing the post also sound way better than how it is now. ><

I'm really bored, while waiting for my drama to load, I decided to blog.
Time passes relatively fast huh? It's the 30th of September now. Tomorrow I'll be stepping into another new month. Starting of  October means going to school real soon. The next semester means working even harder than I've this semester. I really have to keep up that GPA! ):

Going to meet some lovely ladies this weekend. Saturday will be really packed! Tons of things to do. :/ BIGBANG's GIFT & GATHERING. Sunday, will be meeting yy for dinner + church. It's gonna be an awesome weekend ( I sense money depleting again D: ).

I think it's the end of text messages. I also believe it's the end of chatting everyday. Oh well, I shouldn't be too depressed aye? Afterall, it's my own wishful thinking. So gonna forget about it. Ahhhh! (: But sometimes my head will just run a little, you know who's doesn't! :X Somehow, chatting with you is an addiction. No matter what I still have to find a way to get rid of it. I think today we'll not chat, so I shall try getting rid of it today.

Sometimes it's awesome to not tell loads of people about your blog. This way expressing yourself is better. I shall continue keeping it this way. ^^ ESP, you not knowing is still the best!

Alright, my drama is loading properly again.
Ciao peeps!





*p/s: my drama last night was weird.
but my dad came in to my room at the wrong time & after that I just slept without dreaming.
eeks, I want to know what happened! D:

I'll find the piece that i'm missing

H E L L O,
this is a random start but yea, anw i doubt many people will be reading my blog in the first place. So I'll start how I am comfortable with. (:

Yesterday was awesome. Had a bit of reminiscing with Agnes, Claudia and Kwan Foo. Met kf first before meeting lau. After that lau went home & we waited for her before meeting Claudia. It was really interesting to look back and talking about all those stuff. What more we can spill everything now, since it was longgggggggg over. (: Really fun yesterday. Thanks to them, I also got loads of time killed. If it wasn't for them, I guess I would be rotting at home. SERIOUSLY. T_T

Just now I went back to BSS. I was accompanying Claudia. She have to go back to school and teach chem. Since she asked, I shall be a nice friend! (: Tomorrow gonna stay at home & catch GLEE. ^^ Thursday & Friday would be the last 2 episode of MGIAG! T_T Should I catch playful kiss next? Hmmm....

This sat will be a hectic day, gonna finish up the gift for BB &&& going to sing K with my dearest the 7! (well, not all of the but 5, waiting for lau's reply though). Shall blog more after these events.

Bye folks.
Who ever is reading this. :P

Listen to the sound of happiness

(I want to do my nails the same colour as hers, just in pastal blue. Should I go for express?)


Hello folks,

This post was kinda meant for yesterday, but I didn't really know what to blog about. Yesterday, I've gotten back my results! Even after all the paranoid me and funfair I had during the 1.1, I did wayyyyyyyyyyyy better than I expected my results will be. What's best is that I need not go back to school for any SUPP! AWESOME!

I think the past few days have too much good. I feel that the bad will come again soon. After all, life is all about the bad and the good ain't it? With this balance, the world is fair.

I know somethings are too good to be true. Every time I felt like talking to you, you talked to me (which is awesome TTM). Seems like I can't demand too much anyway, you're not doing so now. But ahhhh, whatever yea? Too much good will convert into bad. Getting a fair amount will do. Anw, thanks for chatting to me, just I wanted to. (:

I've been blogging a lot recently, well I think when school reopens it's a different story.

Alright, Toodles.
(sorry for the abrupt ending)

Empire State Of Mind

They say, when you fold paper stars, every star you fold you make a wish and it might come true. (I know the paper crane and the star isn't the same thing but they are made of paper and you gotta fold them.) I wish all my wishes will come true to.......

Later my exam results will be released!! I hope I won't be one of those who will have to go back to school to do that SUPP paper. I think doing a SUPP will only make me super demoralised, which I won't do well too. Cause it will be like "What's the point of supp, when I failed the main ?" T_T I'm praying for the best later. Hope 1.1 can just end in peace, please!!!!!!!! )':

Nes came over just now to do BIG BANG'S present. It was fun, cause the outcome was totally awesome. All the pictures are uploaded on my face book though, so if you want to see how they look like you can check it out there. (: This isn't the end of the present though. The box is not done, and our little heartfelt notes to BIG BANG as well. Now I hope BIG BANG will totally bring it back to Korea. *PRAYS HARD*

There goes the last paragraph again, all for that someone. So glad we chat again, the best part is when I felt like talking to you, you took the first step! AWWWW~ xD Just that today's ending was kinda ... ... T_T AHHHHH~ Oh well, it's ok, at least you talked to me. Too happy over Tuesday's ending though!

Alright, stop all my blah blah blah-ing.
Kbye.

New York, New York

AHHHH, BORED! That's why I decided to blog something. ^^
(At least blogging helps me kill a bit of my time)

My holiday has been pretty alright , I guess. I've been going to school twice in a week (this & the last) for blogger meeting and publicity event. So, my life still revolves around school during the holidays. I hope it won't revolve around school too much. Well, it's all because of SUP PAPER, which I hope I WONT HAVE TO DO IT!! T_T The results will be announced this Friday. So yea, PLEASE BLESS ME GOD!

Yesterday I realised that we've not been really able to talk like how we used to. D: It's always so comfortable talking to you, but all because of my emo-ing last week. This time round, you totally ignore me. T_T Should I count myself lucky? In the end you did talk to me, but for that tiny bit? But it was great to be talking to you. ^^ It was really little, but it's alright I guess. :/ I hope it'll be how we used to, our conversation wise. (:

Tomorrow Lau will be coming over to do some items for our dearest BIG BANG! Going to give it to them on the day of the concert. Hope they'll bring it back to Korea though.

My brain juice just dried out.
So, I've to stop here... another random post.

Speak Now,

I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN, BUT I'VE 0 IDEA!!





I've been REALLY exhausted lately.

Well, from the dreadful experience on Friday and not forgetting a fun and lame one on Saturday night. Sunday, just spending my time watching my HK dramas. So that's my life recently, I just can't wait for the concert though. I still have things to buy for BIG BANG's present which is in progress.  Tomorrow will have to go back to school again for the publicity event again. Well hope everything goes well for me this time round. The other time, holly... emozx.

Idk why am I blogging. It's seems redundant.

Blog more when I've ideas what to blog about.

Maybe I’m a dreamer but I still believe,

...

너무너무너무너무 좋아요! ^^

Random post.
I'm so into MGIAG that I'm even addicted to the quote above. SO CUTE!
This hunk is my current eye candy, I can never take my eyes off him. HOLY! xD

Oh TGIF! :D
Yesterday generated loads of IDEAS for BIG BANG's gift. I hope they'll bring it back to korean thought. So being thoughful, not going to make too big if not they are bound to not bring it back to. D: Let see, see how thing goes. If the items are completed I'll snapshot them and post the pictures here. ^^ Tomorrow gonna ton with threesome, I wonder if we're able to chat like mad and ignore the time like on the 31st of december 2009.

Blog another on today's AMAZING (NOT) experience!!!

CIAOs,

We're smiling but we're close to tears

I'm blogging regularly recently, purely because I'M BORED!

I'm not at all pleased today, cause tomorrow I've to go for training for the F1 job. I'm in distress. Cause I've got my shoes and I'm like freaking out.. I'm super scared how things will turn out. But for the money. & in fact i should thank Cally's friend cause they called me said there wasn't anymore slot, HOWEVER when her friend called they said there is a slot. >:@ I think they're pulling a fast one on me or what. Actually I intend to reject since I wasn't chosen. MONEY IS IMPORTANT NOW DUE TO THE $171 TICKET I BOUGHT. AT LEAST WITH THE JOB BUYING THE TICKET I WON'T FEEL SO SAD.

So tomorrow I've to try very hard to be HAPPY (even how unhappy doing the job) && better eat a happy pill. I hope nothing will go wrong as well, if it is I really am doomed. Idk how will I survive for the 10 hours on the 24, 25, 26 Sept. D: Nvm, I'll try brainwashing myself starting from NOW!

I can't wait for this Saturday, OVERNIGHT SLACK with 3some! (: In fact I'm rather happy since yesterday. (too much of good will turn bad, omg.. TOMORROW IS DOOMS DAY) Idk if we're on great talking terms again. I still feel things aren't right even we chat last night. ): It's way more fun talking to you in the past. Oh well, I guess because you've fallen for someone so perhaps talking to that person is more fun.

Well perhaps I've gotta built it up again. It's my fault again the other time. T_T

kbye, need to do some brainwashing with this free time.

An overflow of good converts to bad,

I need something to get off my chest.

I realised I have... MGIAG! (: Can't wait to see the DONG JOO Seon Saeng Nim *melts* even if his evil, not as evil as the other Woong's noona. Today's epiosde should be really awesome. After this week 2 more weeks before it's over. T_T

Going to school later for the blog meeting. I've the most awesome news ever.. I did an entry like FINALLY. So happy! At least I know I did helped out. This is the first step, I hope there is more to go. Hope later I don't regret my decision like how I did yesterday (OH MAN, YESTERDAY WAS HELL FOR ME).

I hope today will turn out great, well with such a morning - broke a bottle of tomato sauce. I hope I'll be able to get over my emotions as well. I realised when I'm emotional, depressed or ever felt something for someone.. MY HEART OVERTAKES MY BRAIN. It's horrible. ): I'm so sad yesterday too, I was too busy emo-ing. I lost touch with my true self and I guess I didn't want to talk much. I think from now on things will be different too. ): I doubt we'll chat much any more. ahh, whatever. ):

Ok, I'll blog more later.
I've to eat and go to school soon.
REALLY SOON.

CIAOs,

Back from school. When I got on the bus, I saw Joanna and after the meeting I saw Jia Li. COOL! Today went pretty awesome. The bloggers for the IMI blog are awesome, really funny. I think the blog thing is growing on me ever since the first post. This team is really become really fun, I've to open up more from now on... or perhaps it's the holiday that's why I'm having crowd redrawing syndrome. Shall talk more next week.

Alright back to my TV.

Ciaos,



-
Are we alright again, after my reply yesterday?
You didn't talk much to me yesterday when you usually do. T_T
I hope we've those chats again though, it's fun.

Misery,

DEPRESSED, I don't understand myself as well. T_T

Haix & sighhh...



-

Sometimes these cuts are so much
deeper than they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be

Go Away,

I realised that life isn't always pleasent. Well, yesterday I was so annoyed like some freak because of my parents which caused me the swear so much, some mad woman. After a day of horrifying emotions yesterday, today's is just amazing. Got tickets to Korean Pop Night Concert (hahaha, not forgetting extra 3 tickets I got but sold it immediately cause I DIDN'T WANT THE 3 EXTRA TICKETS). Everything today have been going quite smoothly though.

Now I'm waiting for the concert which is 1 month+ away! AWESOME! (: Can't imagine I'm going to be able too T.O.P & listen to BIG BANG SING LIVE! OMO! BEST NEWS OF MY LIFE EVER. Next I am able to get the bag I like at 10% discount at my cousin's friend shop. AWESOME! I've to save now, SAVE LIKE MAD!

&& I can't wait for 21st of sept with the new season of GLEE. (:

kbye,




-

I'm losing my mind.
I realised my feeling aren't so real afterall.
I'm glad, so glad!

The truth,

I have a lot on my mind recently. Run run run... I myself can't even decode them. Sleepless nights, with everything running through my mine. I've to pray to god more sincerly to get a clear answer to my problems. With a heavy heart means a day that isn't going all too well. This is causing lots of displeasure.

I need something to brighten up my day. ):


-
I think I'm in deep shit.
My heart & Mind isn't listening to me.
They've started having their own life and it fall for someone.

Can't Nobody,

TODAY'S D-DAY, 2NE1'S COMEBACK "TO ANYONE"

CONGRATS TO 2NE1 FOR HITTING THE 120, 000 PREORDERS AS WELL.
ALL THE BLACKJACKS ARE HAPPY FOR YOU! (:

Since I've been really bored recently I've started to watch My Girlfriend is Gumiho and I found my new eye candy there. HE'S SO DARN HOT! Ex-TRAX but super good looking. Ahhhh!!!!!!!! Dong Ju in the show, but real name Min-woo & he's a freaking drummer! x3 Ok, I gotta stop my spazzing.

Alright try to get back to my video.
Kbye, a proper entry another day. (:

To anyone,

Give me one of these and I'll be super greatful

Shhhhhh, I have a secret to expose.


I wonder why I used to be so paranoid over O levels. Or should I say every stage of my life with exams spells phobia! Seriously, my life is just filled with fear fear fear. Screwed!

My secret: No matter how I study for CMSY it's anot absorbing. I've a feeling going inside the exam room and doing the exam is going to be a tough one. Just typing this my hand is going all soft. See typing about exams is even a phobia. W.T._!!!!! T_T I'm like so freaking worried that I've been having insomia everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THIS WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK. DAMN. D: Oh well, I have an intension to just go in and scribble everything down on the piece of paper & pray that everything will be alright.

Well this isn't like WDS which I understand so I can just go in and write all that I've know. CMSY is a total alien. T_T Sigh, I have to face my fate. I don't mind getting a 'D' at least a pass for this subject will do. GODS PLEASE BLESS ME!

KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010! Trying to get my hands on a ticket. Why, cause THE LOVES OF MY LIFE (yes, T.O.P is coming down, HELL YEAH!) So even if I die I've to meet them at least that once. After all they make this huge part of my world that I cannot leave without. So praying for that too. The tickets, fanclub tee, light stick are all going to cost a bomb. My F1 pay is bound to be gone just like that. I need to find another temp job soon too.

CASH IS NEEDED BADLY!

Well that's all I ough to report about my current life.
I'm super worried about my exams > Kpop night concert tickets are gone.
MONDAY IS DE DAY - Battle in exams & Battle of the kpop night tickets.

Kbye folks.