I....

I keep the smile on my face acting like everything is gonna work out.
I am always tired during my last lap.
I think I lost it all because of that every incident....
I am not focused and lost my goal, cause I doubt I'll make to my dream school.
But this time I'm not going to anyone, cause I'm always back at the very same spot.

PLEASE JUST LET MY GET Bs FOR THESE 2 REMAINING MODULES.

I'm not asking for much... really please.
I have been frowning long enough.
I'm on the verge of letting everything I did 2 years ago slip.
But if I really did that... I don't know how I am going to face my parents and forever be that disappointment.
I just can't bear to let everyone down since I did it a few times this year...


After all this while I thought I can handle it... it was just .... SELF DENIAL.









K, going to my lala land to be an emo girl.