When change is inevitable.
I was hoping this 3 months of holiday would be different, will be something I look forward to. But all the things that happened recently has made the 1st week a living nightmare. Well, at least if I am homed up in my own room I don't care how much this is affecting me. But the fact is...
DAMN IT... FINALLY HOW INTERNSHIP IS STARTING TOMORROW IS GETTING ME!
Well, it's not the company or the people I am anxious about. I am afraid of changes. All the recent changes was really been freaking me out. I look calm and at peace but inside I am dying. I lost the touch in expressing my true feelings to anyone or being honest to myself. I hate not being me! I hate how I lost track of my life. What sucks the most is how tomorrow being in hall without anyone I know will definitely take a toll on me...
Well, now I have to take this one step at a time... throwing all emotional shit away. Cause internship is real. I hope I can handle this.
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