Fear,

I hate it when I have this never ending fear inside of me. Pessimistic much. Sighhh... when you feel fear, there would be sorrow, sorrow will lead to over thinking (which is so me). I need some therapy or something to get rid of all these.

Even at my age I'm still fearful, what will happen when my parents aren't around and I am left to face the real world. Imagine not able to turn to anyone. Oh my... see see there goes my overthinking again. T_T

Hate this part of me.

I realised I have load of negative points in me THAT I have to get rid of. Ahh, or is this inside the blood of a Pessimistic who will only look on the dark side and not the bright one.

Oh my, I have to stop before things get worst.

Kbye.

Connection,

Finally went to get stuff I saw on wednesday. AWESOME. Vans, Sleeveless top, Tubes. Well I didn't get another ring though when I was wishing to get anyone. No cute & unique ones to choose from. T_T

So happy to have a "shopping spree" today. Still hesistating on another sleeveless top & that bag. OMG. $$___$$ + KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010. Damn $200 is going to be a gonner.

SCREWED.

8 DAYS TILL MAIN PAPER. DAMN. ):





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Sometimes I feel stupid for accepting that request.
I've done nothing much and feel guilty about it.
Next it's my vocabulary. Little.
& entry ideas = 0


So I have no confidence writing for them. T_T
Well, my blog has no restrictions.
That it has, any wrong thing can turn horrible. T_T

Pacman,

Cute huh? It belongs to muahh, and I have finally found a shop that will provide me with all of these stuff. WOOHOO! (: However getting more than one of these will cost a bomb. A HUGE BOMB! Oh well, I can only decide on getting those that are unique and cute. ^^

STEP UP 3D IS AWESOMEEEEE! ALL THE DANCE STEP IS MAD AMAZING!!!! (: Caught it with Claudia and Lau today. Today was rather fun with both of them. After the movie we went to orchard to walk around. After that home despite not able to find a tee and ear studs. Disappointed. But not all is lost.

Yesterday I tried my luck to be one of the 100 people to attend the live recording of Music Bank. Sadly, not choosen. Oh well, at least another great news that made my day today.. BIG BANG, SHINee, F.T, SNSD, INFINTE, & A BAND YET TO BE EXPOSED ARE COMING TO SG FOR A CONCERT. YESSSSSS!! FINALLY, BIG BANG (yes, the love of my life). Getting to see TOP is one of my greatest dream and the possibilty of it coming true is like soon. (:

However the tickets are mad expensive. Sigh. Oh well, get the cheaper one will do, listen to BIG BANG IS ALSO A JOY! (: Too bad not VIP torch light. T_T Pray that I can get to see them, if I don't I think I'll cry. T_T I shall wait for the sales and update if i ever get my hands on a ticket. ^^



Kbye. ^^

Simple

Spill the beans,

Saw this on twitter:
❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔ Mentally dating a celebrity that has no idea you exist.

Sometimes I think fans who are all obessed over some celebrity and thinking "he's my boyfriend" or "she's my girlfriend" can entrust that "Love" for a celebrity is better an being in a relationship. Well, I am one of those fans which I believe all the fans out there call a fellow celebrity as "theirs". I think loving a celebrity isn't as hard as loving someone.

Recently I realised how much I'm missing DBSK. I guess it much have been the song that I've been listening. It adds on to the sorrow. Now thanks to 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT PARODY it also makes me miss BIG BANG. Even I am happy they are in Jap, but at times I still think it will be better if they are in Korea. Especially after seeing how all of them are together. I miss them so much, variaty shows to performance.

I wrote this entry just to express abit of my emotions. I've this stinging sorrow feeling inside of my and I can't quite describe what's going on.

kbye, sorry for being so abrupt, but hey when my entry dont seem to flow I've got to stop.





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I'm thinkin' maybe, I can't have relationships. 'Cause lately, they're not making any sense.

BIGBANG4th!

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY TO MY HUGE KPOP BOYGROUP LOVE!!! ^^

This four years have been full of ups and downs. It was all of the hardwork you guys put in that created the awesome Big Bang there is now! There may be loads of people who detest you because of your talaents, we'll always support you and give you strength to carry on!! HAPPY 4th, may you guys continue this on forever. No doubt we'll always continue to support you as well. SARANGHAE BIG BANG! ^^



Big Bang 4th anniversary video!


Beautiful Hhangover

happyGDay

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIG BANG AWESOME LEADER! (i think awesome is overused now)...
KWON JIYONG, G DRAGON!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Instead of typing I edited a picture with a message for Jiyong oppa.

Wish him an extremly happy birthday! ^^ May the upcoming big bang single sales be a hit. Most importantly I miss big bang, hope you guys make your korean comeback real soon. ^^ enjoy today with people you love. Rest well. God bless!

Last year, nes and I look a picture of a hand written image for GD's birthday. ): I wish were in the same class together so we can do that all over again together. Awesome to the maxxx! T_T

kthxbye.

Too much of a good thing?

CHALET IS OVERRRRRRRRR!

The 3 days 2 night event was kinda fun despite the amount of people who stayed overnight. First day had BBQ (rather like bbq on a hotplate that cally brought over). After that cludo and poker in the wee hours of the night. 2nd day went for breakfast (mac), after that went back and rest before heading out for a short walk. Alcohol. Nap. Lucnh, 2nd round of hotplate. Evening we went for cycling which we're not able to get to our ideal location. Came back, freashen up and went to lala land.

Well 3rd day was just like any ordinary day. Even though the plan may look boring, but at certain time it was super funny and we're super lame. This chalet was the best out of the others we have had. Even with the minor hiccups, it isn't as horrible as the previous events.

Now I've to grow up and start working. ): Well, I need the cash. Lets pray hard everything is going to be fine tomorrow and pray for the best for everything.

Sometimes I think I have accumulated Karma that is causing all this misery. SIGHHH...

Toodles, I'm tired.

Love The Way You Lie,

Chalet later, shall blog when I'm back on friday (which I doubt I am able to when I've to work as well)
Update asap on the event. I wish I can bring my laptop there so instant updating.
But dad is bound to CHOP me.

Ok, bye.

Shall update with photos when I'm back.
Hope it's fun.


CIAOS

Matters of the heart,

Recently I realised something, I have started to like my course abit more, due to the fact that I've improved abit (yes, it's all about that 'P' letter word) perhaps its also about adaptation in school. 16 weeks in school, definately somehow you'll get use to all that right? Somehow after the holidays I hope it will not be a different scene. *PRAYS*

Anyway, met up with cally on thursday to go for interview for a job for the upcoming F1 event. After that we did some catching up around Novena. Home at 8pm. Yesterday met up with her again with Arul and Eve to accompany her for her swimming session. After that Claudia, Huiting and lau came over for the BBQ planning. I can't wait for the chatlet which will take place during 11-13 Aug. ^^

A great opportunity for us to do some catching up.

School holiday have officially started but I don't seem to be enjoying it, in fact I'm rotting my life away. Yesterday I was so darn bored before Cally and co. came over. I'm intending to work during this holiday so I have some cash and that spells SHOPPING as well. xD

2 months of holiday, I don't know how the hell I am going to survive, but yea I'm sure my blog has another reason for not going dead and me a reason for not being bored. & yes, 3some are slacking later! AWESOME.

kbye.






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I don't know why but your name keep appearing in my thoughts. I always have this urge to talk to you, and it's always so enjoyable talking to you. Going to school is really enjoyable ever since. But I know it's not possible. We are just purely friends. Maybe I just enjoy your exsistance. Nothing more.

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

YG FAMILY LOVE!

Year 1.1 is coming to an end. Totally happy! Just 2 more final exam to go though. So the YOG holiday is not all fun and games. Still have to stud, which I doubt I'll have the mood to. ): Oh well, lets see how life goes.

Now anticipating the CHALET with Best friends, however agnes isn't able to make it. ): sadded. Oh well, can't help it. First chalet without her, bet KF  is going to feel weird from head to toe. Cause all his life during the chalets he's with agnes. hahaha, aniticipate the change.

Tomorrow going to meet up with cally, but idk if she's coming down to TP. Cause she has an interview. T_T hope she can come down though.

Ok, end here. I have nothing much to blog. Shall try tomorrow instead.