I'M PARANOIDDDDD!

HA HA!

I came across a song, perhaps it really describes me some what this year.
PARANOIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
By jonas brothers!

*p/s: I'm not paranoid until i have to see a psychiatry or something. Cause I'm not 100% insane! Just a little than usual afraid & scared X=

I make the most of all this stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freakin' out

It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the sane
It's like a vine you can't untangle
I'm freakin' out

Every time I turn around
Something don't feel right

Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lies
Cause they just might slip
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
I'm paranoid
Yeah!

I take the necessary steps
To get some air in to my chest
cant hear the thoughts inside my head
I'm still freakin' out

That's why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I'm running all the background checks
And she's freakin' out

Every time I turn around
Something's just not right

Chorus
Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lies
Cause they just might slip
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
(Consider me destroyed)
I don't know how to act
Cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
(Must be paranoid)
And I never thought it would come this
I'm paranoid

Stuck in a room of staring faces
Caught in a nightmare, can't wake up
If you hear my cry, running through her street
I'm about to freak, come and rescue me

Just might be paranoid, yeah
(Might be paranoid)
I'm avoiding the lies
Cause they just might slip
Can someone stop the noise?
(Someone stop the noise)
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
(Consider me destroyed)
I don't know how to act
Cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
(Must be paranoid)
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid

Oh ya, ytd watch YLBFB!
Felt a thing for LXZ, his so sad! )':

But i understand his feelings.
Cause it's like you worked so hard to get to the top and the stupid media "seems like they want to bring you down" by writing the crappy stuff about the inccident.
Seriously, i think what he said was correct.
I seriously hope the media can stop it,
and moreover, he's still trying to "搞笑" on YLBRB!
Can't you all spare a thought for him, he's tired.
When you're not in tip top shape and still having to "搞笑" it's very tiring.
AND NOT FUN AT ALL!
Cause i gone through it i know it's tiring.
Listen to "搞笑" see those lyrics!
Perhaps after "搞笑-ing" in YLBFB he's crying after that.
You wont know.
And he even cried on air yesterday!
That person is just an extra calefar, so fun to spread crap other others?!
What if you're in his shoes, seriously la... you're brain is blocked or what.
I believe you're him, you will feel the same too.
Seriously, that act of yours is horrible.
HOPE YOU GET KARMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Treat people nice & people will treat you the same way, i believe what comes around goes around.
You will get it soon one day. MUHAHAHAH!
So just spare a thought for him & stop it!!!!

P/S: I'm not happy, infact upset!